Tears are words the heart can't say,

The girl with that most happiness smile.

2012-02-14T06:45:00.000-08:00

(Left- The cake I made for dear.)

(Right- The necklace that dear bought for me.)

HappyValentine'sDay.'
xoxo.

Spent my valentine with bibi today. Though we didn't go anywhere, but I still enjoyed it a lot. Baby, promise me, promise me that we still will celebrate valentine's day, next year, next next year, or maybe forever. Baby, nothing could describe how much I love you. I just simply love you so much that, I feel like just keeping you at my house for 24/7 so that nobody would snatch you away from me. Thanks for that necklace.
我爱你. '

Baby please don't go. '

2012-02-07T07:47:00.000-08:00

-Now playing : '冲动' .

Done with all my dance step! So happy, laughs.

Now all I have to do is to train, I'm afraid that I will be the burden that pull the whole group down. :-( K, I must have confident!

I don't know what's wrong with me, having real bad temper nowadays.

My dear, I'm truly sorry to have bad tempered on you everyday.. But do not blame me, you started it first. I realized ever since I'm back from Indonesia, everything changed. You said you want to go back to the past, are you treating me as a dustbin to throw rubbish on me? I'd enough of all this nonsense, back to the past? It's too hard for you. Quite hard for me too, you know that I have tight schedule due to my performance is coming, but yet you still show me attitude when I told you that I'm going for practice, frankly speaking, I would leave my ex if they stop me from dancing, but I don't wanna give up on this relationship. But please, understand me, you've neglected my feelings, so I have to do it back to you the same, you know me. Don't you? I treat all people the same, I give and take. I don't care if I still love you or what, once you trying to stop me from doing anything I like, I'll leave... I know you did a lot of things for me, sacrifice a lot for me. I appreciate that too. But I'm stubborn. I realized this 7months, you have not understand me, why? Is it that hard to understand me or what? In the past, when I meet my guy friends out for awhile or go and eat, you did not say anything, but now? Is it because of the Weiming's incident? Let me tell you, if you really think I'm doing it again, then leave me, I dislike people that don't trust me. When you realise you do not trust me, just leave... I won't stop... Maybe it would be my lesson to learn.. Do not blame me if I meet keve out to keve or chit chat, and I did not tell you, cos I knew if you find out, you would misunderstood, I have to tell you the truth, between us, there'll always be something that cannot be said. I knew that if you saw this, you will misunderstood again, if you are going to do so, then leave... Really, I have nothing to say anymore. Bye.

No more perfume on you.

2012-02-03T08:56:00.000-08:00

Now Playing: 'Breathing- Jason Derulo' .

Back to post again. Busy with school stuff, chey. x.x

Common test coming in 2 weeks time, I'm not ready with my english & maths yet. :-(

Back to SPAM this few days, due to there's a performance on 12Feb at SMU.

Pftt, I feel like learning 'Invitation - 4minute' & 'Lovey Dovey - T-ara' dance steps. K forget it :(

Haaa, k baiiii. :)

Swagger. '

2012-01-13T10:15:00.000-08:00

Boooha! Imma back to blog.

School reopen last week, k it's kinda boring in school. A few times of me writing wrong class, maybe I'm still living in the past tense? Kept on writing the date as '2011' gahh. Dyed my hair black, so what the f. K basically, on 12thJan, it's sist's ROM at chalet, cool right? Bibi come along with me, likea weird. At night, bibi suddenly say he wanna stay, I'm there like 'yay!' haha, then around 11 plus, too bored at the chalet, so me, bibi & aaron go to the beach and walkwalk and drink shared with bibi, cos I hate carlsberg, nice scenery and big windddd , back from the beach, watch tv. Then around 1plus, walk to the downtown east there with bibi, so creepy can, but lucky bibi is with me, packed macdonald, and drinks, back to chalet, and start eatingggg. Nomnomnom, everyone go home already, and left me , bibi, aaron, my sister, and her husband. Not long after that, went to sleep around 2 plus. So happy to sleep beside bibi, haha. The cuddle while sleeping, the kiss before sleeping, aww. K, early in the morning, suddenly feel got things at my lips, then open eyes, the first thing is see is bibi kissing me, omg! Heh, kiss me secretly tsktsk. Haha, sweet right, love him maxxx! Then went to bath, and book out, went to eat popeye with Aaron & bibi. And off back to jurong. Kthxbaiiii.

xoxo.

Tears drop on my guitar. '

2012-01-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

(So, this is 2010's picture, of me and that girl)

(This is how I look like, on 2010)

Posting me and that Rebecca's picture for some reason.

Yeah, I hate you, a lot. I hate you since 2011 started, but really thanks for those fun times in the past. I'm wrong, it's not that i can't forget that guy, is that I 同情 him cos' of you. Since both of you already break, then I'll say the truth here, he text me first, and start saying how much he love me. Yes, I was happy, cos that guy that hurt me deeply, actually says this to me. But thinking back now, I'm so foolish, he like almost every girl she sees. I don't hate him, I'm just his friends, but slowly, I find this game quite fun, as in, the pity feeling started to come, looking you being with the one that once hurt me, the feeling like damn. So, I tried to be fair wanting to just leave him alone, but no.. His words stopped me, still remember that day he asked you for break? I was dam happy, happy that he finally going to leave you, I'm happy, not cos' of that I never forget him, I'm happy because, finally he leave you this bitch. No one likes your attitude, he deserve a better girl. Thinking back now, I really feel so bastard, but I'm still happy that finally he leave you, this bitch.. You may think that I break your relationship, but no.. You break it, cos your attitude, no one can handle. I advice you to change, or you will never get into a real relationship which your boyfriend really loves you. Thanks for the past, I hope you're forever gone and not back. You're a big burden of many people's life. Goodbye.

Your true self.

2011-12-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

Looking thru my bro's friend bloggy, and took one personality test, take it here.
click it!
This is mine;
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
--
So what's yours? :-)

I wanna be with you.

2011-12-26T00:16:00.000-08:00

Current song playing; "Stereo Hearts".

It's the 13th day of me in Indonesia! Kinda miss bibi.

Anyone misses me? Ahaa, not in the mood for some reasons. So bored now . ;(

I swear a lot things happen when I'm not in SG. Like fuck only sia, want settle problem, never wait me one, kao. Kay, maybe people things Imma ahlian wannabe. But no, I'm just being me. :):) Kaybyeee, xoxo.

Holding on. '

2011-12-11T11:12:00.000-08:00

Last day in Singapore alre. Kay since is last day then Imma gon' post something for Rebecca.
I know you won't forgive me. It's alright, but I want you to know that, I don't love him, just that I can't let go and forget. Believe me, I won't snatch from you. Scold me whatever you want, cos' it is the fact that I'm in the wrong for NOT letting go. Never feel insecure, I won't take him. I've already got my boyfriend and I love him. This is all I want to tell you. I hope you and him won't get affected by this. And think twice, if Imma gon' snatch him from you, I won't help when you guys quarrel. Remember my words, trust him :)

I miss you, and the past.'

2011-12-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

~~To my past, WM.~~
My mind is full of our past. Our past is mind-fucking me now. It's the second day that I'm missing the past again. I feel so great that we heart to heart talk. Talking about our stress things. Hope that your girlf won't mind. Kay, it's true that I still have not let go, it's true that there's still a little jealousy when I see you with her. But I'm still glad that you have not forget me this friend, when you are stressed, you will talk with me sometimes. I've gotta admit that, sometimes I would randomly miss you. Tho' I got boyf alre, but I still have yet let go. And I never did. A little part of me is still struggling with you. After so long, I have not forget about us, never. Although it's a little painful when I thought of it, but I'm strong enough to face it. People that see this, you might thinking that I'm flirt or what. Kay, maybe I am... Got boyf alre, yet still can't let go and miss the guy I once have.. Maybe this is me, I'm weak, too weak to not thinking bout' the past. I'm still struggling, and I never stop struggling. And now.... I'm avoiding... Stop wondering, some of my tweets & status, is you...'

I just wanna be with you for the rest of my life.'

2011-12-02T09:18:00.000-08:00

Current Song playing: ' The leaders- CL & G.D ' .
It's december! Kay, the day which I most afraid of, is arriving. Not in celebrating Christmas & New Year at SG. :'( Damn it, basically this few days I'm so over the " New Pearl Princess" . Gonna miss this show when I'm at Indonesia, sigh. :/ Dying my hair back to black soon, fucktard. I don't understand why must I go back to indonesia so early when my couz's wedding is on 26dec. Gonna stop this topic. Argh, bye. :(

You're my future. '

2011-11-20T19:23:00.000-08:00

Current song playing : ' Roly Poly- T-ara'

Woke up early in the morning at 6.30am, ended up can't sleep back. Humph, that piggy still have yet wake up. So lonely, dance practice later... Tiring, need to see him... Awkward shit! Nevermind, I danced for myself, not him. :3 My gawd, that day is coming so soon. I don't wanna go medan. :( Dying my hair back to black on 12 december, fark. Whywhywhy, why so early go? :-( Kaythxbaii.

I'm sexy and I know it.

2011-11-17T16:09:00.000-08:00

Current song playing:' Get Sexy- Sugababes '.

Words to dear bibi. I'm tired already, I'm lazy to do what you want me to do already. You're more and more overboard. This cannot, that cannot. One day never quarrel, as if like will die. Are you enough of this nonsense? I almost give up on this relationship, you make me feel like I'm not good enough for you, you make me feel like I'm a failure. Day by day, we're like two different world person together. Sometimes I really feel like asking for a break up. But I couldn't, cos' I can't live without you... I miss the old you, the current you is a cruel guy, I hate this kind of guy.. Don't make me hate you. Let this be over, I don't wanna care anymore. You hurt me almost everyday... You never failed to... Ihateyou....

Be my valentine. '

2011-11-14T10:54:00.000-08:00

Current song playing: The Boys- Snsd.

Don't know why, quite stress this few days. Fucking stress. 4th month coming next week. Time passed quite fast. Hmm, bugis with baby, chan & ong! Can't wait, though it's just window shopping. Kay, I love my Kimchi lens! it's 16mm, yet baby says my eyes like no different. Lol, kaythxbaiiiii. :-)

I'm genie for you, boy.

2011-11-09T09:58:00.000-08:00

I'm so hungry now. Help! :-( Getting my dress tomorrow! Can't wait. I want to improve my malay asap! So that I won't struggle when I went back to Medan. I kind of not looking forward to go Medan, mum is not going back, argh. How to survive! :-( Kay, Jaclyn Tan, you gotta be independent for that damn 3 weeks. :-( This few days suddenly a lot of things I want to have, I want to dye my hair again, I want to shop, I want to EAT, last but not least, I want to sing & dance! :-) Kay, I'mma really hungry. Kthxbai. :-)
xoxo, Goodnightyyy. :-)

The boys.

2011-11-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

Current song playing:"錯的人".

Basically, didn't blog on 5 & 6 November cos busy going Bobby Oppa's chalet. Enjoyed myself there, really. There is a beancurd selling there. Delicious stuff! Most probably will from jurong go all the way till Pasir Ris, just for that extraordinary smooth beancurd.

So, today, woke up at 12 plus, went to bath, and my dearest baby came my house. Camwhore while watching " 蜡笔小新". I love him, muamuaa. :* After that, watched " Big Mommas". Then around 9 plus, he went home. Kay, I miss him :'(

Done with my post. Kthxbaiiii. :-)

Mistletoe.

2011-11-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Laogong, thanks for being with me whenever I needed you. I'm really glad and so blessed to have you. Somehow, I feel that I'm the most happiest girl in this world. Though between this months, we have a lot of quarrels. But it always end with a sweetness. I love seeing you being angry, cos' you look so kewt when you are angry. You're the one that I wanna be with, now and forever. I can't predict the future, but I really hope my future husband would be you. You are the one that can make me happy and sad, angry and worry! It's a little silly that we're so small yet keep calling each other wife/husband. But, who cares? I promised that I would marry you, hehe, so silly. We wouldn't know what will happen next, and I'm still young. I know it's kinda impossible, but really. I hope this promise won't break by both of us. Being with you is really the best present for meeee! Still remember the past? When we're just daughter and daddy? I didn't want to let anyone to know that I secretly likes you. I didn't knew that I can hold on for sooooo long. :-) Remeber 26July2011? You asked me to be your girlfriend, I was so happy that I almost drop my maggie that I was holding onto. And 31stAugust2011? The day that we both lost our first kiss. 4October 2011, we have a bigbigbig quarrel that you almost end the relationship. From that day onward, I realized how much you important you are to me. Thanks, thanks for letting me know that you're my everything. Thanks for teaching me how to love. Thanks for teaching me what's between love and like. I hope you're really the one for me, really. I'm sorry that sometimes I'm too close to my guy friend, yeah y'know, I'm over friendly. Sorry that my bestfriend in class are boys, I'm sorry that I trust guy friend more than some of my girl friend. Hope you can understand. I'm really afraid to lose you, I don't know what will i become if you really left. 21 more days to our 4th Monthsary. Kinda sad that I'm away from singapore from 13 December to 3January. I can't see you for weeks! I really don't know what to do alre. I swear I really will miss you. I'm afraid that I'm not strong enough to hold on the tears when I miss you. I'm afraid that we drift apart when I'm away. But I believe we won't, right? Just a few days never meet you, I alre can cry likea mad girl, imagine if it's 3 weeks... I think, I gotta learn to be independent without you with me. 亲爱的, 我不知道你会不会在这三个礼拜想我, 但我想让你知道, 我会很想你. 不是正常的想你, 是很想很想你. (Pardon me if my chinese is so broken). 谢谢你对我的照顾, 每一次你告诉我, 你是一个很失败的男朋友时, 我的心很痛, 我不允许你这么说, 因为你是世界上, 除了我家人之外, 对我最好的人. 我希望以后我们能长久. 因为你是那个我一直想要的人. 我很爱你, 你知道吗? 嘻嘻, 终于能够把我心里的话说出来了! 好开心, 亲爱的, 我爱你哦! :-)

Spirit. Passion. Attitude. Modesty. '

2011-11-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

The peekture above is S.P.A.M. Just joined this dance group. :)
Have lots of fun with them! Tiring practices, happy moment in between. Just joined only then need perform alre. Hehe, quite busy last week for those dance. But now is likea freee! Bobby's oppa birthday chatlet coming! Anyway, happybirthday oppa :-) Kaythxbai. Gon' enjoy myself at his chalet. ;)

You taught me how to love.

2011-10-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

Boo guys! I'm here to post again. :-) How's the photo of me and Bibi above? Fyi, my bibi hates smiling while taking photo. He assumed himself looking retarded when he smile on photo. So silly, ain't he? Hahs, school as per-normal today, have lots of fun & laughter! I have never enjoyed so much while playing game this year in 1T1. For now, holiday is next week, secondary 2 life is coming. So, I last minute come enjoy life in secondary 1. Crazy me, good news from my form teacher! Whole class got promoted to sec 2NT. But one of us, Jackie, went to 2NA. Aww, sad. Miss time taking his water bottle and hide at somewhere else. Whathafark, childish max! Laughs. Time passes so fast, our long long long holiday coming next week. And so, gonna MIA for weeks. From 13December-3January I think? Hmph, I will miss bibi ahlots. Somehow, I'm kinda afraid that day is coming. Not that I don't wanna go back Indonesia, is that I'm afraid I'm not strong enough to not see him for 3 weeks. Nowadays, quarrel lesser with bi, which is a good thing. Hope this improve day by day. Hahs, went to bi's house today. His mum is likea friendly. Hahas, naise auntie. :-) After that went home, cutting my fringe tomorrow. Hahas! ^^

Bonjour.

2011-10-16T12:55:00.000-07:00

Time naow is midnight 4.04 am. Decide not to sleep back, can't sleep. Have been thinking so much things on my bed. So cold inside the room, don't know what happen to my eyes. Likea pain only. Hmm, lazy write so much. Got to go then, bye peeps! :)

Nothing gonna change my love for you.

2011-10-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Woolala, I'm here to bloggggg! Oops, full of c r a p s only, haha. I'm thinking bout' past, thinking bout' naow, and the future. Past is always hurtful, naow is always so normal, future is always so curious. Ain't I correct? Hey, I kinda miss life in NutzCrew. Yeah, I quit cos' imma lazy to go for the practice, but my heart haven't lost the interest of dancing yet. Somehow, someday, I feel like going korea or other country to dance on their stage, kay imma thinking too much. Lol. This few days, quite addicted to Miss A's - Goodbye Baby. Naise sia! Humph, town for steamboat with Gianghuay all. Can't wait! Steamboat, I'm coming, wohoho. Kaythxbai. :-)

On my mind.

2011-10-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! How's your day? :) Pstt, 2 more weeks is our 3rd monthsary. Holiday coming, but I don't look towards to it, co's I will be at Indonesia, from 13December to 3January. I should be happy, but I'm not. Thinking those weeks that I couldn't see bibi, really hurts me. Deng, I'm always strong, so this small thing won't knock me down. Hoho. :-) Somehow, I felt like I'm a little hyper ehks? Aww, lots of things happened this year. Bad good, also got. Life still go on, 2012 coming, I don't know if the world really will end, but 25% of me believed in it. Hah, if it really end, then it would be a loss. I HAVEN'T MARRIED, I HAVEN'T BUY THOSE DRESS I WANTED, I HAVEN'T GIVE BIRTH. Hahas. :-) I'm thinking to much yeah, gotogo. Buhbye!

Champagne Showers.

2011-10-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Jeez, woke up at afternoon today. Went to Pioneer mall for lunch with Jasmine & Javana. Was hoping not to see that guy while walking to pioneer mall. Y'know how it feels? You wanted to see him and look how is he naow, but yet you are so afraid to see him. I really don't know what to do naow. I really wanna fulfill something, that is to know if he have ever regret leaving me.. Kay, shall stop talking about the past. It's kinda hurting, can you imagine you love someone so much, but yet he broke with you within 1 week? I gon' wake up and treat it as a dream. Math paper 2 tomorrow, kinda worry. Imissbibiahlot. :-( Got to gooo. Buhbyeeee

Maybe.

2011-10-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

Boo! Gezz, birthday just passed. Kinda sad, I'm no longer 12 :-(
No longer a children anymore, but it's alrigthyy, I will always behave like one :-)
Basically, few days ago, quarreled with bi. A big quarrel that he almost wanted to break with me. It's lucky that he did not, if not, maybe I don't even have the excitement for my birthday. After that big quarrel, somehow I changed into another person. A gentle and sweet girl wannabe. Stop that thing alre, tho it's a little hard, but since is for bi, I'm willing to. Time passes so fast, it's the fourth month of me loving him. Maybe, it's really a true love. He teached me how to. :-) But I always wanted to tell him and his brother this, ' Imma girl who hates admitting wrong' so please pardon me if I offended anyone. :O Heard my sister telling Venessa this, 'Actually my younger sister very obedient, is just that she is playful' . I'm so happy hearing that! Finally, she know meee! Hmm, got to go. Bye peeps!

Only hope.

2011-10-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

It's October alre. Time passes so fast, and I'm getting older by one years old soon. :-( Aww, I hate being old. I wanna be young ^^ Hehe. Exams in progress, so stress. Things didn't go smoothly as what I expected. Quarrels, and etc are coming toward me and him. I've gotta admit that Imma strict girlfriend. But this is me yaw! Hmm, changed a lot for him, yet he don't appreciate. Sigh. Bought a new contact lenses, 14.5mm love itttt! :) Kthxbai.

What are words.

2011-09-25T09:36:00.001-07:00

Went to Haw Par Villa on 24 September 2011. The weather is hot like fuck, but still have a great fun. Today, nothing much, went to IMM to buy my dress. And saw Venessa & Guohao. Walk around IMM and eat, and off to Javana's house. Watched show, and then went home at 9 plus. Kinda boring day, and yeah. HappySecondMonthsary with baby! :)

Take over control.

2011-09-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

People around me are so dangerous uh-ah. Finally, got my transfer form from my cca teacher! :) Felt so relief right now, don't have to worry about cca anymore! But no... Mr Singh asked Kenneth for my class again, heard from my from teacher he coming my class don't know when. Like for fuck sia, Friday, Principal coming to our class. Hello, our class got so horrible ma? Today, at class, learning how to draw Domo for baby! :) Was kinda enjoyable day, until when me, Kenneth & baby at jaypee. Kind of like quarrel with bi, I didn't open my mouth to say something like byebye or whatsoever, and just walk home without telling... Kinda sad, tears drop while walking home... But everything is alright now. :) Love my bi ahlot. 26th' ♥

Rolling in deep.

2011-09-15T06:30:00.000-07:00

Well hey, found a lil' inspiration of blogging from my brother's girlfriend bloggy. Got some bad thing happened to me in school. Kay, I got in trouble again. I'm just like a criminal in school, got to walk another way when I saw my discipline master and my cca teacher. Life's a bitch like fuggin' seriously. I thought that it is right to trust teachers, but I'm wrong. They are fakes! Same goes to their words, they told me that I can be able to go for cca just for 2 times a week, cos' there is 3 practice in a week, and I told them I couldn't go for 3 times, so I go for 2 times. Just starting of school reopen, i go for twice, they scolded me like whathafuck? I'll never trust their words, NEVER. Secondly, never slack around school with your boyfriends! Ha! I got caught by my discipline master. He saw me and my boyfriend holding hands, and now he wanted to talk to our parents, so yeah. I kept on run away from him. My life is kinda full of police, and I'm like a thief. x.x Tired of this games already, can you guys stop? It's normal to have a relationship in Secondary, why do you so against it? -__- And yeah, teachers, you are THE ONE that allow me to go for 2 times practice a week, and now what? Kay, I'm done with my words. Off to talk with Winaldo! (; I miss him and others lots!

To Infinity And Beyond.

2011-09-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

Oh dead. Heh, so long since I post. Kinda lost the inspiration of blogging. Probably cause' that I'd been going out everyday? Pfft, school reopening tomorrow. Yeah g.r.e.a.t like duh -.- So boring, gotta buck up with my works! My marks dropping like "#@%&^*&@" hmm. No good eh. :( Gah, i just hate studying. Cause' it actually means that student is dying. :O OMO! Haa, I kinda lame I know. Things go quite well this month, keep it up yaw! Can't wait for Fridayyyy! Someone is gon' overnight at my houseyyyy. :') Gotta go! Buhbye.

Top of the world.

2011-08-30T12:01:00.000-07:00

I'm so slow. Till naow, I find out that my brother was actually attached to that girl, which I heard Peter told me that she likes my brother. Hopefully, my brother doesn't forget to dote me after he have his girlfriend. Though we aren't close, cause' I'm at singapore & you're at Medan. But we always behave like one when we meet. Yes, I once loved you & waited you for 3 years and I gave up cause' I know it's impossible. But still, I'm really grateful to have such a kewt brother like you. I enjoyed the moment together with you always. :) Hope to see you soon, in December holiday. And ofcause I miss you guys! Especially Peter & Winaldo, this two person makes me have a memorable ChineseNewYear in Medan this year 2011. :) The last 3 days before going back to Singapore, they brought me to places like SunPlaza to watch movie. Kay, I will not forget this, we actually watched 2 horror movie in one day. :) I enjoyed being with both of them cause' we are same age. We know how each other is thinking yo. And last but not least, dearest brother Ericko, me as a sister wishes you & your girlfriend last long. :)

Pfft, I actually cried while typing this, cause' I really really miss you guys! :(

Stereo Love.

2011-08-29T11:55:00.000-07:00

Not a special day. Went to Cineleisure with Javana, for the sake of " On The Fringe 2" teen cast. Kay, something happened which makes me feel so disgusted & angry! I just can't understand why must sg fans always squeeze when they saw their idol. Can't they just calm down and give way for them to walk? Grr, like hell. Kay, not saying anymore. Went to eat, after eating. Off to far east plaze to SHOP :) Bought myself a high waist short & dress. Once we're broke, we went back to jurong already. Haha, how kewt are we :b Went to Jeremy house watch " Home coming". I don't know why, i like to cross my leg over smelly's leg, maybe cos' i feel the warm? :) Hees, after that at 830pm. He ride me home, he sweat till like he just had a bathe .__. Kaybyeee. :)

Jealousy about bro.

2011-08-26T09:18:00.000-07:00

Well, I felt myself shoo weird. I viewed a girl's blog, heard from my cousin that she likes my brother. She post a peekture with my brother. & I felt myself lika l.o.s.e.r, as her sister, we didn't even take a single peekture when we're bigger. Our last peekture taken was at my age of 8. And, it's at our relative's wedding. I actually get jealous because of that. Cos' at the moment of time, I lost the feeling of being dote by him. I hate to see him being with other girls, cos' I don't feel the brotherly love from him anymore. I'm selfish? Maybe.. Sometimes, I really wanted to be like my brother. He's born from a rich family, with a house of 4-5 maids. Every one gets one car, like my brother, he got his own car at the age or 15, as his younger brother same age as me, got on motor & one car. and his two elder brother got their own car too. Rich kids, ain't they? :) Not only my brother, his friend, got their own car too. How fortunate are they, unlike me. Yeah, to them, I look lika rich girl too. Cos' they think that people living in singapore might be the same as them. But no, my life is poor. My parents is poor, my dad sometimes even lack of money to use... I'm so not proud of myself, I don't know how to save money, but using it all for shopping instead. To be frank, I have a rich girl life, but a poor family. I always dreamed to be a rich girl with a rich family, cos' I knew that I'm really good in using money. But no.... I'm not. Well, it doesn't matter, as long as I'm happy, money ain't a problem ^^.

No mood.

2011-08-24T07:59:00.001-07:00

Oh my pretty pretty boy I miss you, like I never had no one before you'

Holiday is coming soon, August is great! Although there's a lot of things happened. First monthsary coming soon, but I have cca. Cool or what? Freakin' fed up, but it's okay. There's always a belated :) He's not gon' come school tmrw. Hopefully I'm not half dead for missing him too much, aww. Shoo exaggerating x.x Oh ya, I wanted to write something for my dearest twinnie Rebecca. Hopefully she's alright. My dear girl, stop slitting will you? Remember what I told you before? If you wanna slit, I'd rather you to jumped down from the building. Cause 长痛不如短痛. Grow up my dear, people might think that you're a attention seeker. Even me myself feel that too. You're my twinnie, my friend. You mean a lot to me, stop hurting yourself, will you'? I know it's hard to move on, but remember, girls won't die, without banana. Or maybe, there's still other good guy for you, just that you have yet met them :) Don't give up the whole forest just for a useless tree. Get what I mean? Hopefully you do. :) Hope chuu see this. Love chuu .

Town with Dearest Clique!

2011-08-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

On Saturday, 20August2011.

Woke up in the morning by Smelly's call. Went to bath, and prepare. Meet them at Jaypee, while waiting for Jasmine & Javana, we went to did some things to kill the boredom. Bought tealicious as I'm too thirsty. Javana & Jasmine reached, trained to cityhall, i don't know why too. Should be orchard actually, but don't know why they walked to Penisula Plaza. Pfft, nevermind ate MacDonald. After that took bus to Somerset. So yeah, me Javana & Jasmine off to our shopping mood! Forever 21, our first shop! Bought dress, and thanks to Javana to help me pay $19 :) She get herself one too! Walkwalk around, and I go TOTALLY CRAZY!!!! Too much shirt too see, too much shirt to like! Fuuh, i didn't bring enough money, and that's what I get angry about! :@ After shop, went to find those guys. Then went to eat. Kekeke, after that trained back to Pioneer, Jasmine went home first. Then left me, Smelly, Javana & Jeremy. Accompany Smelly go his house there, wait him go get change, chit chatted ahlot of things. After that, Javana went home, me and smelly some sort of like quarrel. Kay, that hurts me lots. I didn't dared to talk, cos I knew my tears will drop immediately. Kkz, not gon' elaborate, then things went okay alrd, Smelly sent me back to my mum's house. Then smelly went to jeremy house to drag time zz. Around 12 plus, he alrd at his aunt house, which is just around my mum's houseyy. He said he wanna walk to my house downstair to see me, and tell me look down from window. Kay, I'M SHOO HAPPY! Hahas, open my window, look down, saw my smelly :) Talk on phone with him, cos it's impossible for us to shout. I'm at 3rd floor, and he's at 1st floor. Dam joke but sweet :b 我爱死他了! ♥ Kthxbai.

Indescribable feelings.

2011-08-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

I'm so fortunate to have a bunch of awesome/silly/idiot/cool/retard/funny/emo/noisy/crazy friends. And a kns/kind/caring/sweet/understandable/trustable/lovable boyfriend :) And ofcause, my family! This 3 things was the most important things in my life. I love them, so do they! :) K, Imma lame x.x Too bored already, time checked 2.32AM. I still can't sleep. My stupid smelly fell asleep without letting me know, but it's alright, he's a pig :b Pfft, off to hear my songs! Buhbye :)

Shopppp .

2011-08-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

On the date, 6August2011,

Woke up by smelly's call. Went to prepare, 1130 liddat. Smelly reached my house downstairs. Just nice I'm done with my contact lens & make up . Off to meet smelly! Bus-ed to his house there, he go central meet his mum, and me waiting him at his house downstairs. After he came, went to his house wait him get changed, then his mum come back, dam shock can! x.x My heart almost drop. Hahas. After he changed, walked to Jeremy's house, wait him come down, so then, bus-ed to jaypee, bought my slipper, & my contact lens de thingy, off we go! Meet Yunda at clementi mrt station. After that, went to Damai take our monster beat earpiece! Power la the music! Sat ki bo? 4 people go out, 4 same earpiece, only mine is white. HAHA :x After that, off to Penisula Plaza, Jeremy bought his bag, then went to bugis! My turn to shop yeah :-) Bought one short and two shirt. So yeah, walkwalk around, saw Qianying, so coincidence! :b Then bought the don't know what thing, dam delicious, Junhao introduce deee, and he even say " You eat alrd will feel that you're like in the heaven" Dam exaggerating got anot? Then took Mrt back to boonlay, from jaypee walk to gekpoh, fuhhh! Not bad, smelly piggy back me :-) If not i will broke my leg, so far x.x Then ate Macdonald, hardcore laughter over there! People might think we're crazy .__. It happen like that, if I'm not wrong, smelly asked, " what should I eat with upsize eh?" , and Yunda replies " Ba tiao upsize! " And we're like, ..... HAHAHAH! Dam joke can. After that, walked to Joanne aka Zhiyu's house. Waited Weihong to come. Then he drove us to Yishun de don't know where, to see scenery. After that went to yishun de don't know where eat, 1 plus then reached home. Like hell, because of that I almost got caned )': Poor me, shouldn't have go with them in the first place. Now got curfew, gotta reach home by 730-8 )-: That's totally crazy man! But it's okay, first time going out with steady till 13 hours. :) Fuuh! Buhbye .

Town with love ones . (':

2011-07-30T10:49:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 11. Kind of like shocked, cos' without alarm clock, I can also wake up in this time. Hahas. I kinda look down on myself :x Once woke up, received his morning text, so yeah, replied, like obviously I would. Text till 1145am. Went to bath, prepared myself, gettin' excited to wear my new Maxi Eye contact lens, expecting how big my eyes would be, so then, wore it. Blinkblink, no different, freaking disappointed with it. Humph, never mind, it's okay, that shows that my eyes are already big enough :$ Aww. Bus-ed to lakeside mrt, train-ed to Pioneer, walked to Jeremy's house. While waiting for him & Yunda to come, hear song all this. After that Yunda reached, waiting for him to come. Then he didn't came up when he reached, but we go down instead. Puff and slacked awhile, after that walked to bus stop to wait 241. I like the way you held my hand. Bus-ed to jaypee, meet Weihong& Joanne, bought cigg. After that trained down to somerset for Weimin's birthday, budhen go awhile slack slack only . After that went to Candy Empire, I swear, this is the first time i felt this kind of indescribable feeling when I hug you. Went to Cineleisure eat KFC, after eating, accompany those boys go to shopshop . In the moment of time, my hand gets itchy actually, feel like shopping x.x After that, went to puff, after puffing, saw Meiying&Jolene . As expected, they town-ster like always. Then waited Kenneth at scape. Kay, i feel like dancing again. Damn x.x He came, then walked around again, then train-ed to Cityhall. Went to Ndp there, plan to watch fireworks, but end up never, slacked inside the Esplanade. Then went back lakeside, wait for Joanne & Weihong go back take car. Puff again, then when they came, get into the van, went to KentRidgePark. A place where is something like MountFaber. Me and him totally er ren shi jie in the car. I like the way you put your hand across my shoulder. After that, walkwalk and talktalk with him at the KentRidgePark, off to HawParVilla, but closed, so we went to MountFaber, same atmosphere for me and him. I like it lots. Then i told him, it's the first time of me going out with boyfriend till so late & it's at MountFaber. He told me, it's his first time too. Lmfao. They sit on the wooden bench & I'm there standing )': Okay, they aren't gentleman yo, I'm a girl yet they didn't give me a space to sit. Then never mind, sat on his lap, until his butt cramp. LMFAO! Am I that fat? Or he didn't sit properly? I like the way you put your hand around my waist/stomach when I sat down on your lap. Chit chatted, and it's already 11 plus, so yeah Weihong drove us home. Kay, I really enjoyed today. Thanks, Joanne, Weihong, Zhiyu, Jeremy, Kenneth, Yunda & You ♥. I will not forget today. (':

Can be go back like how we used to be?

2011-07-24T12:03:00.000-07:00

I've known all about you . You liked her & her before. But not me. So is this all I've been waiting for? NO. I don't want this, i want you. Understand? I'm happy that you called me baby again. But you're just ownself say ownself happy nia. Your people is with me, but your heart is not... I'm tired of all your lies and her lies. I'm confused. I only know that I like you ahlot, and nothing else. Why must I being a stupid, believing all those shitty lies by 3 of you? I'm totally gon' break down, MENTALLY.

Boomerang ;

2011-07-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

School as per normal today. Doing the duty for the NutzCrew thingy. Okay, it's kinda bored :/ After that go back to class for science lesson. Like hell only, i hate my science teacher x.x Argued with him, and kena stand behind the classroom. Srsly, fuck him ahlot. Even whole class agreed what I said .__. Blablabla lesson. After school, actually we should be dismiss at 330, for that cb exhibition , but we ran away, Yunda Kenneth, Jeremy, Zhiyu, Javana, Jasmine, and all, but not my smelly :b Sad for him, have to stay in school to take pict. After that, Kenneth use BMX tongbang me to central, actually want go rounding, but he say why not go central buy bubble tea. On the road, there's a motor almost bang onto us! Like one foot step away nia, i quickly jump out of the handle bar & screamed, lucky Kenneth grab me, hohoho . (: After that, we go back again, waiting my smelly come to pass me my cigg. Lol, after that, went home bath all this, come out meet Kenneth and yunda, then bus-ed to find, Jeremy, Joanne & Zongyi . Then slack slack blabla all this, at arnd 8 plus, Weihong come to fetch Joanne his baby, me and yunda home. Kthxbai. Imissyousmelly♥ '

I still remember, do you?

2011-07-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

Our conversation starts with, you texting me " Er, jaclyn" . And our first memories is the day we played catching at playground. I never thought of that i would fall for you. Cos when I first saw you, i totally have no feeling at all. But i was wrong, days by days, we've been closer and closer. And that's the time when I fall for you. I swear, in this 13 years of my life, no one treated me like how you did. I don't find you special in the first place, till then. I don't wanna see anyone getting hurt, especially you. Cos' you are special to me, important to me. And the person which i wanna treasure of. I know, i maybe just crushing on you. But still, i really hope to have you by my side. We're drifting apart, like srsly . You never say those sweet talks with me anymore, you never stand beside me always anymore. I miss the time when i lied on your shoulder while watching " Smiling pasta" i don't know why i did it. Or maybe, that's the time when I really have a feeling towards you. We meet lesser and lesser, and I'm missing you like there's no tmrw. '

W/love, Jaclyn (-:

Hold me tight, and not let go, will you? '

2011-07-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

Be a part of my life, would you?' ♥

Suffering from depression this few days. Feeling so weak, and tired. I don't want anything, just you. Can i? No ... I won't gon' have you. I stay on, cos i believe we will have a love story, but others don't feel so. Sometimes really stressing if i should stay, or move on. I wanna know who you like, i wanna know who's the priority of yours.
Only if i'm one... I wanna be the one you love, i wanna be the girl you miss, i wanna be the girl you care, i wanna be the girl that you will be worried of. But i know it's impossible, since you said you won't touch those girls that your brother likes. But to me, your mindset are too selfish. Yeah, i know you don't wanna crushed your brothership. But you see, Jeremy is with Javana and yet Jeremy and Zhiyu still the same. So why can't you do the same too? I really don't know how to tell you how i feel, but at least, i found some worry-ness from you to me. Insomnia now, because of you.

I don't know if i can live without you, because boy, you complete me.

2011-07-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

Oh no , we're really drifting apart. I srsly hate this suckish feeling ): I miss you, ahlot . Understand the meaning of ahlot? I guess you don't. You don't know how i feel, when you joke it in a very over shit way, you knew i like you. Yet you still going around making me feel jealous. Although you're not mine, but I've already treated you as a part of mine... I know i shouldn't, but ask my heart why. I'm not jealous when you're with any girl, but I always get jealous when you're with ~~Jasmine~~ . You told me you won't fall for her cos he's your brother's zhabor. Yeah, like talk only, if you really fall for someone, will you think who the fuck she is with? You won't . Just like how Jeremy fall for Javana when he knew Zhiyu likes Javana too. Nothing is impossible , but I'm ensure that, me & you is impossible. Yeah, maybe i'm a little too sensitive , but don't blame me, cos I believe things that i saw. Whenever i thought of the scene of me seeing that everything, my heart shattered into pieces...

Have you ever miss me? '

2011-07-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

You are the key to my heart'
Never thought that you're being more cold to me since that day i confessed... What's wrong with me nowadays, thinking that what will happen next.. Somehow, i feel that my hopes went impossible. Feel so miserable without you by my side, seeing 9 of my friend attached on July makes me felt so envy. I just want to know who am I to you, but you said, i'm just your nuer. No, i don't want to be just your nuer. I want to be the one that stands in the special place in your heart, the one who can make you smile, the one that you love... But yeah, it's impossible. I'm really afraid that you're the next guy i waited for more than years... Sometimes it's really hurt, knowing that you'd rather talk on phone to your brother's zhabor , than to talk on phone with me. It have been weeks, since we talked on phone. Imissyou, iloveyou, ineedyou & iwantyou. '

I can't get you. '

2011-07-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

Feeling so low this few days. Tryin' to be happy, but i failed . It just hurt so much when I know that i can't be with the guy I like. It has been days since I go out with you. Missing you so much although i do see you in school. But, it's all not enough, I'm sorry to be greedy. I just want to see you more, you're just like the oxygen, that i can't live without. My mind was telling me to move on move on . And yeah, i won't. I will stay here to wait for you. Maybe, i'm not the right one for you. I can't do anything too... I'm sick & tired of crying. I've a flu & my voice changed, due to crying for you . You may not imagine how much i cried, but it's okay. I just want you to know, how important you are to me, how much i like you, how special you are, and where you stand in my heart. I feel uncomfortable without your text, & i feel uncomfortable, without talking to you on phone... '

Fallen for you.

2011-07-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

Remember those days? Talking on phone everyday, joking around, sweet talks and some of our stupid moment? I never thought of that i would fall for you, never. I’ve once warned you not to be too close to me, cos i will be relying on you. You said it’s okay, never mind one. I was like, wtf? What if i fall for you, will you say never mind? Day by day, i realized i get jealous when you’re talking to girls although they don’t stand any places in your heart, i tend to checked your phone. But ended up you saw it and you took your phone away. I was hurt, and i don’t know why. When we’re at the playground, i asked you to ride me around, cos I’m bored, you said “不要吵啦” , it’s quite hurt y’know. Sitting by the side with Joanne hearing sad songs. Wanting you to know how i feel, but you didn’t. Slowly slowly, we ain’t that close anymore, but still, we talked on phone everyday.. After school reopen, got once i scolded you, cos i hate to see you talking to girls, or being close with them, i know i’m selfish, but all i’d done, is because i’d already fall for you. That day, i didn’t talk to you, in canteen, you kept on looking at me, yet i’m there walked past you like i don’t even know you. You know how hurt am I? I was waiting for you to call me, but you didn’t… After school, the same thing happen, i walk past you like you and i is nothing… Joanne talked to me, i almost cried.. Until there’s once, i can’t control anymore, i told you i’ve fallen for you. The next day, we went for jogging, you stomach ache, you lied on me, i was seriously shocked, by thinking, why do you still treated me so close even though i told you i like you. So yeah, i lied on you too. While walking the weather was fucking hot, i was complaining, you said , ‘why not i piggy back you?’ I was like, err, no. I’m regretted for saying no.. There is once you insulted me, yeah, i was laughing and seems that i’m not angry, but inside my heart, there’s like a knife stabbing inside my heart… So yeah, i went home immediately.. I like you, i really do. You seems avoiding me huh. You told me you hate guys that hurts girl, so what you’re doing now? ….’

We're in two diff world .

2011-06-25T10:22:00.000-07:00

Didn't went out today, woke up at 7pm. Like wtf, i jumped out of the bed, then Jason asked if wanna meet arnd boonlay, so then, went to bath lo. 830, meet him at my house downstair, puffed, and then i go home le. Lika bored only. ); Don't know where to go tmrw. Humph.

Will love last forever?

2011-06-24T10:06:00.000-07:00

Whoops, the same pictures again! Haha, sorry guys, didn't took any photo today. Kekeke. Today, suppose to meet Zongyipapa they all de, end up i woke up late, so bo bian. Then prepared, off to meet Nigelac& Ziheng. Nua at jaypee, bought cigg ♥ Whoolala. Walking here and there, humph, Jaypee is just so bored. Nothing to do one, all we can do is, walking arnd the every minute when we're bored, go puff . Haha, lifeless! Jaypee ah, why you so sian one!? Haha, hmm. Sad to say, didn't get to meet him today, to admit, i do miss him :x Let's see tmrw if i'm gon' meet him? :) Byee!

Insomnia.

2011-06-23T12:27:00.000-07:00

Humph, time checked 3.31AM. So bored, everyone's is sleeping now, including him... Sometimes i'm really thinking why should i sad when he didn't text me words that he usually said, why am I angry when he insulted me although he's joking, why am I angry when he doesn't want to ride me & why I'm always jealous when he talked to girls too much. I always said, maybe it's because our brother & sistership is too close, and everything he do, I'll always jealous, cos I was once a girl he treated specially because he treasure our brother & sistership. But, i don't know why, the more he's closer to me, the more i'm relying on him. I know i shouldn't, cos he isn't mine. He don't belong to me. He's just my brother, my friend, my bestfriend, my on phone partner. I broke his record he broke mine too. We once chat on phone for 3 hours 54mins 29 secs. I remembered, cos I don't wanna forget. I must admit that, to me you're not only a ~~papa~~. You're also a special & a important person in my heart ^^.

Joanne's birthday.

2011-06-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

Meet Zongyipapa arnd 1 plus. Then bought cigg. Then go our school opposite there puff, then chit chatted. Nothing to do, so then, we decided to go Joanne aka Zhiyu's house first. Haha, then before going , went to Gekpoh buy bubble tea & bread. Then reached their house, their mother tell me go wake Joanne up. Haha, such a piggy my babygirl is :b Then she waked . My turn to sleep! Haha, then kept on torture Zongyipapa while he's using the comp. After that, me Zongyipapa, Zhiyu, Joanne, Ivy & his boyf, went to one blk de staircase slack, and then puff. Go gekpoh there meet Joanne's friend, then walk back to her house there, meet Kenneth, then go back her house . Eateateat. Then more & more people come le. Played daidi! (Y) Then Benjamin & his friend came. And i ate second round. And they say i greedy in food. Eh! I hungry hor. No wrong ley. Then ate two piece of cake, oops. I've a big appetite . Then go downstair slack, when her couz, aunties and some of her friend go off, then as per-normal lo. Left, me Zongyi, Kennard, Zhixiang, Benjamin, Teckchai, Zhiyu & Joanne. Waited Jeremy downstair her block, in the same time, also waiting Jason they all to come. 11 plus going 12, they reached. Then puff awhile, then go back her house. Watch show & daidi (Y) Then after that, kenneth, jeremy & jason they all go off le. Then chit chatted till midnight 3 plus, those boy go off le. left me & joanne. Then they help us buy cup noodle. :-) Then me and joanne watch show dao morning 5. Then sleep le :b Woke up at 2 plus afternoon. Went to jaypee with Joanne& Weihong, eat KFC. Then decorate cake for joanne's father. Cos father's day. Heeheez, :-) Then went to joanne house watch Totoro dao 10pm, after that go home le :-)

Photos do the talks.

2011-06-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

Tadaa, the photo above is sentosa de. Below is today de. Anyway, the pict of me & jason, me and him is nothing yeahs. Kay, drop that topic, yesterday night didn't sleep. Watching 微笑 pasta! Damn nice can? Jeez, :-) Lika crazy, then actually suppose to meet Joanne, Jason, Weihong they all for lunch, budhen change time to 3. Then i go meet Zongyi lo. Then they tongbang me go jaypee meet Joanne. Then puff, after that, they came, we eat mac. Then go meet Ziheng awhile, then me ziheng & jackie go popular buy books. Saw don't know which girlgirl, saw me jiu u-turn. Heh, humji ba? I also now monster, won't eat people up one pls -_- Then, meet Joanne they all again, then they drove us to BBDC, cos got a guy want learn bike? I think so ba. Then, i dam tired, inside the car kept on sleep. Haha, then walk arnd Westmall awhile, then go to weihong house there, then weihong drove me & joanne home, thanks yeah! Haha, kept on sleeping on the car today , then the Junhao kept on disturb, shout what " EH NO SLEEPING!" I jitao wake up. Haha, then endddd :-) Ilovetoday, maybe i will love tmrw more :D Baibaiz.

Sentosa with 13 peepos.

2011-06-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

Sorry peepos, our sentosa photo(s) not with me, but with Weihong, Jason& Joanne. Jeez, :-) I hate using my phone to take pict, 2megapix only. Fuck! This is why i very less post photo le. Morning, 10.30 around 11, took bus to Zongyipapa house there meet him & Jeremy. Off to find their friend, then he help us buy cigg. MM! Lol, lika crazy. After that, go 703 there puff, then go MiniMart buy drinks. After that bus-ed to Jaypee interchange, meet Joanne& Zhiyu. Then Wait ahlot people, then took ahlot of time ah! Going crazy, waited till 3 plus! Whathaaafuck. 4 liddat then reach Sentosa, then puff again, then woosh, to the sea water :-) I kept on drink till the sea water, dam! Sieh salty. Hahas, then we tend to swim to the opposite, but too deep, i swim dao half then swim back. We walk the bridge, haha. Then to opposite, i realized i've no fear for the snail or whatever le la. Haha, then nua at the water awhile, then go back to our place, me & joanne go rinse, cos my whole body red, allergic to sea water -_- Then, finish rinsing, feel better, but the wind blow, me & joanne bueylun, sieh cold, then go down sea water again, bird till 7 plus, go bath, done, then puff, eat Mac, i sieh hungry! Lol, then walk to merlion there, then trained to vivocity, then go to our usual place skygarden, play poker cards. Then suppose to go at 1030, end up dragged dao 11. Then me kennard jeremy & kenneth go in the mrt , the door close, then me and kenneth wait them at next stop, then drag time, then Zongyipapa& Kenneth walked me home. Reached home, alrd midnight. I love itttt! Haha, byebye :-)

Bitch .

2011-06-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

I've enough of all this. You jealous, then your problem, i'm not hong-ing him. Me & him is just daughter and father relationship. Scold me bitch? You doesn't have the right to say so. When i still have a crush on zy, you and him seem close huh, you know how much i cried for? I didn't complaint, i didn't scold you. Now, me & zongyipapa close, you not happy. Eh, what for? He's just my laopa what, got wrong huh? You might not know why i kept on with zongyi they all, is cos they are fun to be with. Not like you guys, whenever i go out with you guys, i might as well go out alone? Then Joanne with her clique, but i don't know them, so i with zongyi they all. Got wrong meh? Dear jasmine, all of your post is saying me, then why don't you admit it? Seriously, you are the one to teach me to talk more straight , but what are you doing now? Imma third party, you sure? I don't even likes zongyi. To say the truth, sometimes i really hate going out with you all, cos our mindset not same, not being bhb, but to say the truth, you guys have childish mindset. Just for a small thing, can make until like, i snatch javana's boyf. But did zongyi is her's? I'm tired of being a good person anymore. Seriously. Fuckers never dies, hongster never die, childish never dies. -'- I know you would see this, & that's the purpose of me writing it HERE.

Just a dream.

2011-06-13T12:57:00.000-07:00

Tadaaaaa ♥,

Dearest reader, got miss me? Jeez, :-)

Sorry for not posting for so long, too lazy alrd. This few days keep going riding with Laopa and others. Quite fun, and our life is, ride, slack, puff, eat, puff, ride, slack. No life right? But it's fun, stress free. Hahas, sentosa on wednesday. Woosh! Can't wait :b Laopa longbang me buy 2pack of MM. Paying back him :b He's my best laopa ever! The one that can pamper me like a real dad, but the one that likes to keep secret )': I'm single, and have no crush now. Feeling better :-) Gon' wait till the day i know what's love, found the right one, and that's the time for my first love :-) I've grown up, not the childish girlgirl anymore :b No longer the one that only know how to change boyf lika shirt, no longer the one that hong. No longer that one that plays other feeling. I admit, i'm one playgirl in the past, but i'm not alrd. My cliques change me, change my life, and they are awesome, although they puff. But i don't mind :) They're still the best!

Despite how much girls yearn for a good guy. They always end up falling for the bad ones instead and never cherishes the good ones.

2011-06-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

Morning 11am-1pm dance practice, then dismissed, Ziheng, Keve & Nigelac at outside wait me. Then they accompany me go home changed, while they went to boonlaycenter buy cigg. Meet them at 7-11, and after we bought the cigg, went to 211 and puff. We wasted out precious time birdbird at there, to enjoy the fresh wind! Haahs, then went down to 211 playground slack, & suddenly it's raining, so then, we bus-ed to jaypee. Went to Macdonald eat, & saw gianghuay walked passed, budhen he never saw me, wtf! Lol, after eating went puff again, after that actually wanna go to arcade, then suddenly smth happen arnd the lift there, lol, as chengxuan pushed jackie and knocked down the tree thingy, then we went down letterbox there to puff, again ._. Then zhao le, went arcade, saw Samuel kor, saw Hanlundaddy, & lastly, the guailan one, Fire -.- Lol, i water la hor! Chey, then bird arnd, after that walkwalkwalk, 6 plus, walked back boonlay with Keve & Ziheng, before that go puff first, then go boonlay, took Ziheng print de photo, & guess what photo he print :b My photo ley! :-) Haha, then go bird arnd 211 , then they come over my house use comp, then 8plus they go home alrd. Humph, going back batam tmrw. Won't be posting ehks :D MIA for 3days. Bye!

Loving a person isn't a wrong thing, but it's wrong when you love the wrong person.

2011-06-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

Maybe you've forgotten our good times together.

because you still like her.

-Lzy

Love the way you lie.

2011-05-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

Know what? The picture above is for you. Avoid me, is what exactly you're doing now. Sorry to say this, i ain't gon' give up on you. What for avoiding me now when I'm already had a crush on you? I don't know what you're thinking about. Humph, should stop wandering much & move on...

If only you really do likes me.

2011-05-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

Can you just admit that you still likes her? It's really hurt knowing that you replied her msg than to reply mine. Know what? It has been 2 days since you reply me... Asked you why you didn't reply me at facebook, you offline immediately. If you really like me, would you do all this hurtful things to me? Or you're just avoiding me? I know nowadays you're busy with your bike, seriously, after getting your bike, you totally forget about me. Meet you yesterday with you sister, i don't even wanna talk with you... I just want you to know how hurt am I. Although i only likes you, but i don't know why, its just hurt so much. I may not know what's love, but at least i knew what's like. I like you & i really do. Holding on the pain & thinking how to relief it '

Pubor never say die (Y)

2011-05-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

Dear tricia, can you stop biting? I know you will be seeing this :D This is the reason why i'm posting it. Chao turban, Jane's sist alrd come down blgps *visit* you liao, you now still not happy sibo? Nabuey, don't make me force you to delete your blog la hor. Ccb, you wrote on your blog to tell others don't copy you, then how about you? You don't have the fucking rights to tell others not to copy you, when you're alrd one. You said your mei bitch and you don't have a mei like her. Ohmygosh, she bitch then you semo liao? You think people wanna be your mei ah? Tricia sibo, dua sai ah? Primary school only, go study well la. -.-

Just the way you are'

2011-05-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

Unforgettable day with you. Waited you over at Aaron's house, you came, i feel so sleepy, so sitting beside you trying to sleep while my knee supporting my head. I tend to move nearer to you, and i didn't expect you would put your hand arnd my head. My heart was pumping real hard! We stng(share) the ang hun together, i said i wanna hold onto it, and you said no, cos you're afraid the smoke go into my eyes. First time seeing you this caring to me, i'm touched (-: After that your sist staying at Aaron house to wait him bathe, so me& you went over to your house first, y'know what? I blushed, cos it's only me& you. Reached your house, while waiting for you to bathe, i'm using the computer, and suddenly, you from behind scare me, i'm shocked! Hahaaa! And we eat together, after eating, went to your room to watch liang popo ♥ I really like the atmosphere! The most romantic thing i ever had, with you. You multi tasked, you were talking on phone, watching liangpopo with me & putting your hand on my lap. I really like the atmosphere, although you were not mine yet. You asked me for stead, i hint you the answer, but when i'm on the way home, you said you aren't ready yet. No matter what you're doing, i'm always here to wait you ♥ ' Loveyouuu.

Love is not because, it's a no matter what.

2011-05-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 3pm, bathed all this, then off to Joanne's house wait her, then walked to Aaron's house, then he cook for us to eat. Lol, his cooking not bad huh. Then ahbin come, eat again, then, 8 liddat went over to Joanne's house, all the way never talk to him... Sigh, then use computer after 9, Joanne sent me to bus stop, she jio Ahbin& Aaron along, then while waiting bus, Toitoi that rabbit pee on my leg, >: I'm so kelian! Lol, then home-d (:

I never know how much i like you, until the night i was starring at the celling, and all i was thinking about, is you.

2011-05-21T12:43:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 4 plus, jumped out of the bed, and rush to bath. Sms keve for Koi. Then walk to Parc Vista, Keve's house, wait him. Lol, then walk to Lakeside Mrt. Train-ed to Clementi, bought Koi, then walk around at clementi mall, after that, buy cigg. Go a blk to take a puff, didn't puff much, cos it's hot de. I don't like hot de. Lol. After that, train-ed back to boonlay, then at jaypee, keve send me song, then he go off le, bus-ed to find Joanne, Ahbin& Aaron, then reached, awhile take 185 to jurong eat there, parc oasis there, then go over to blk 303 eat, while walking, took some puff, then reach there abit dangerous, got my step-father's friend i think. Then after they eat, went over to Weimin's house, parc oasis, then go around the car park see see the bicycle . Lol, then 10plus , go off le, buss back to namdai . Then go Aaron house, enjoy the air con. Lol, then off to Joanne's house, then cab home. I'm shocked to hear you saying that you wanna accompany your mum to go wait cab with me. I don't know why, i felt special for that moment, Iloveyou'

You meant ahlot to me.

2011-05-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

School per normal today, was been sleeping through the whole periods, except for some, i sleep until very song liao then cher come disturb. Knn. Then after school, meet Joanne, Ahbin, Zongyi, Kennth, etc etc outside school. Then slack slack then took a puff, then go home. Bathed, changed, went back school. And guess what, they say no cca -.- Nabuey, waste my precious time bodoh! Then quickly get changed, then meet Ahbin, Aaron, Joanne & Zhiyu. Then take bus 99 all the way to IMM. Then reached, the zhiyu don't know how to go the bike shop, anyhow walkwalk! Luckily i still remember cos Weiming last year bring me go before. Lol, proudproud :-) Chey. Then meet Javana, Jasmine, Daryl, Hongqi & Kenneth. After that go eat, then go arcade, dam sian. Almost fall asleep, haha! Then walked around, saw my cousin, nephew & auntie. Cua sai bodoh :x I tell those guy go first, then i lied to my cousin and aunt that only me and joanne come IMM, then just nice my cousin turned another side, saw zhiyu smoking the electric cigg, then somehow she suspect me. Luckily, i go to the pet shop tell them go first. Lol, then go outside of IMM took some puff. Those peepos zhiyu they all trying to do 'O' with the smoke. Lol, then javana & jasmine go off first, then took 98 to taman jurong, then back to boonlay change to bus 99, to Joanne's house. Dam tired, then 10 liddat, meet Ahbin, Aaron& one of their friend, then cycle around to find where got sell shuttle cock, then actually i going badminton with them, but checked the time, it's 11 plus, and dad almost saw me being ride by ahbin, if not i die. Lol, then hom-ed :-) Enjoyed myself today, cos he's treating me better. & i don't know why too. I promise i will wait, and it's the time to prove that, promise aren't meant to be broken.

I love you, you love her.

2011-05-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

Wonder if you will be mine one day. But i don't think it's possible, since you loved her deeply. I guess it would be hard for me to win you heart. Am i right? You will never be mine. I don't know which part of me lose to her. But seriously, i'm deeply hurt. Not that you don't love me, is the way how you treat me. Awhile hot, awhile cold. Cool or what? I'll never forget those sweet talks of us. That would be my favorite memories with you. From the day i started to fall for you, I've been waiting for you to sleep before i sleep. Crying everyday every night, knowing that me loving someone that is impossible for us to be together. Liangpopo has became the inspiration of us being crazy & funny. But, what's the use? It seems like i don't deserve your love... I guess i should step back seeing you loving her deeply. I will wait for you :) I swear i will. Cos this is a must, a will, and a can to wait for you. '

Whywhywhy.

2011-05-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

Why am I so afraid of loosing you, even though you are not mine?

-Lzy

Sentosa with cliques.

2011-05-17T12:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry huh, no photos :-) ,

morning 10 reached Joanne's house. Then wait others to come, after that bus-ed to jaypee meet Weimin , benjamin's friend & Kaijian. Reach vivo city, those guys wants to play Maxtune, then before that we at outside take some puffs lor. I was like, bueytahan those guys, i got kup money buy the cigg one sia! Then i only got 3-4 nia . Knn. Then walk around blablabla. Around don't know what time, we go sentosa, reached there, eat first. Then walk to the palawan beach opposite. Lol. There got ahlot crab & snails. Dam disgusting got anot!? I don't dare to go in the sea cos the snail... I scare scare. So at first never go down, then bo bian, me & Jasmine run in the water. Under the sand have more snails, the snail machiam worm bodoh :x Then i felt disgusted, so i ran up again. Lol, see those guys catch crab, and they knew that i scare the snail, so they fakefake throw at me. Nabuey, i sream daooooo. Xiasuey juying's face. Cheyy! Lol, then 4-5 liddat we go bath, then go vivo eat. While walking back to vivo, ahlot things happen. Was emo-ing all the way. Cos i can't stand the jealousy . Blast the song loudly on the earpiece. After eating the mac donald, we was chatting while benjamin they all go outside take some puffs. Suddenly kennard misheard what joanne says , and he was like " huh? pasiao!? What thing pasiao!?" Then javana don't know what is pasiao. Kept on asking. lolol, we tell her is people urine. then she really believes! She too pure alrd. Lol. Then after eating we go out meet those guys, and Javana asked them, "EH, WHAT IS PASIAO!?" they kumpua xiasueyyy. Lol. Then walk around vivo, then sit at the sky garden see fireworks. Was been crying... For some reason... J.e.a.l.o.u.s.y.k.i.l.l.s ... K, don't feel like saying anymore. Byee.

Fall for you.

2011-05-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

Everything hasn't end yet, our love circle is big. It's like a small map, i like you, you like her, she like another guy, and another guy likes me... Everything is just so complicated, i knew that you won't see this. From the day i stay at your house, i already have a little feelings for you. Shouldn't have overnight. Sigh, night cycling, you are so good to me that i was shocked to see that. After a few days, you told me to call you, i did. We were chatting so happily while watching liangpopo . It's a retard show... And for some reason we kup the phone & you said you're gonna wait for me to sleep, then you sleep. I was happy to heard that, and around 11 or 12, you told me to call you again, and again we were talking about liangpopo. Some sort of like, watch together. Cos we watch the same episode, the same part. I really enjoyed that moment, & i wish the time could stop for us. But it couldn't... After that i cook maggie and i kup phone cos already so late and i'm eating . So i text you and say we actually chatted for 2 hours, and i received a msg from you .. Saying you have the crush on me blablabla. I was happy! After that night, morning meet outside the school awhile, then i go in school already. After school we meet, you asked me to talk to Kenneth, i don't know why, i felt so annoyed. Like, i hate people forced me to talk when i don't have the mood to talk... We was being caught by Mr Singh back to school. My first time getting caught back to school, with you... & others. After that, we meet your sister, jasmine and javana. You used your phone to give me see the notes ... You wrote that you still like her... My heart sank immediately, i act as if i don't even care at all. But actually i do... It's really hurt, when we're at suntec city, you banged onto me just to catch up javana infront ... I almost teared . Just want to say, i will wait for you...
W/loves, Jaclyn.

Ton .

2011-05-14T11:35:00.000-07:00

Morning, rush to AbangJamyl house there for nutscrew meeting. After that ate Kfc with Warah & Fatin. After that, meet Melissa, Jasmine& Javana for pool . Then saw Gianghuay, Zhimin, Raynard, sawjun and Thatehte kyaw. Then after pool, went to catch 'Fast&Furious 5' Then lepak arnd. Then home-d. Lied mummy that i'm alrd sleeping, 10 plus, run out of house. Meet Joanne & Ahbin @ 815 kopitiam. Then to Aaron house there, they take some puff while waiting for Aaron. Then he done, Ahbin ride me, i first time sit infront, so i don't know how sit, sit infront somemore! Butt pain dao, bueytahan. Then reached Joanne's house meet Zhiyu, Jeremy& Kennard, then 11, we get ready for biking. That ahbin go demo how i sit first time when he ride me earlier, everyone laughed. Xiasuey ley! Lol. Then cycle to jaypee, cos Ahbin, Aaron& Joanne want buy thing. So me, kennard, jeremy & zhiyu wait outside. Zhiyu tried to ride me, but sad, his bike the don't know what thingy too short, i need to bend down lol. Then i scare scare, cos he say i'm the first person he ride, infront. Like sit at the frame there la. Lol, then because of one cab, we almost fall! Luckily never. Lol , he too skinny, thats why. And his leg short too. Lololol! Then cycle back, then i used kennard's bike, then me kennard & zhiyu cycle arnd. Then back. Ahbin, Aaron& Joanne okay alrd. Then we cycle to west coast, but pain laa! We cycle past the teban & pandan. Then me & ahbin share earpiece, then he on the sad song, i say " eh, i feel like crying ley, here ahlot memories.." then he knock my head. Ahyo -.- Then reached west coast at 1plus . Then we play the indian card, then lose de need to drink the water they mixed, soya bean, lemon tea all this. Lol. Like no cake leyy! A& W smell so strong. Then we go toilet, after that, they say hat go park fall ._. Then half way never go , cos there dirty. Then, zhiyu they all say want go cemetry, i was like, goshh, i _____ you want go -.- Lol. Then bo bian, from jurongeast the side ride to limchukang. While reaching cemetry, there's a road, like genting bodoh! Kumpua cold. Haze ... Lol, then i was like, bueytahan the cold ley. Then after the cemetry there, took some puffs with them. Then morning 5 plus , reached Joanne&Zhiyu house downstair, zhiyu accompany me take bag then accompany go take cab home. He seems sleepy. Lolol. Enjoyed myself tonning today.

Town with dearest .

2011-05-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

Went to school with Joanne & Zhiyu, as i overnight their house. Reached school, listening comprehension, then dismiss at 8.30 . Meet Baby outside school, & realized Zhiyu & Jeremy dismissed earlier than me -.- Then lepak awhile while waiting for the rest. Then Joanne they all dismiss liao. Then slack awhile thinking where to go after this. Then they say go Town. So then i went back to Joanne's house take thing then went home bathed and change, then trained to Jaypee. Then meet Joanne, Jasmine & Javana. Wait those guys to come. Like freaking long laa. Machiam auntie liddat, ahaha. Then they come alrd, after that, trained until Chinese Garden, Weimin and his friend Kaijian came. Then trained to somerset. Walked to cineleisure. Hahh. Then walk walk arnd. Then those guys go vivo take things, then we girls walk to far east plaza, Jasmine& Baby going off le, so then , Joanne, me & Javana wait for Jianhong to come. Then walk back cineleisure find him then he go off liao. Then trained to VivoCity, saw Benjamin, then he joined us , walked to sky garden, meet Zhiyu, Jeremy& Kennard. Then see firework, so naiseeee (Y) Then trained back. :-)

Forcing a laugh, faking a smile.

2011-05-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

I can't deny that i actually loves you before. And i can't deny that, i still can't forget the memories with you. I want to bury the memories of us, but it's hard. Not that i still love you, you're once the one that i love deeply before. The you that i know, is a very kind guy, a guy that know how to push the door for strangers, a guy that knows how to help me take bag, even though we haven't stead, a guy that likes to pinch people's cheek. But after the week, we broke. And i realized, you're a two faced bastard. What a nice actor, which company one. Never thought that you would treat me this way. I'm just like a foolish girl thinking that you would come back to me someday. Yeah, wait until 5 month plus ... We didn't even contact, i texted you, you called me and asked who am i. I kup the phone, and sms you that I'm jaclyn. You said that you're busy, and you kind of like scolded me, and this is how you treat a girl ... I'm so stupid, or maybe, i'm too naive? Sigh, it's so hard to forget the times... I can't close this story book. I'm stubborn. And you brought me to this state. I swear, i hate you...

-Jaclyn.

Happy second monthsary.

2011-05-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

Time checked, 1148pm. Just few more mins, to me & bi’s second month. I always wanted to say sorry to him. Because of exams, I’ve neglected him. This whole week, i never meet him. I’m sorry, really. And somehow we drifted apart, a lil’ . Because of the quarrel. I’m sorry for being so hot tempered, even though you pranked call me, it’s just a small matter, yet i’m so over it. Another thing is, i’m sorry for being so cold to you, as i’m really lazy this week, don’t feel like doing anything. Baby, i don’t you to keep telling me that you love me everyday, cos i knew already. :-) Thanks for being with me all the time, it has been so long since i got in r/s for months. Thanks for letting me believe in l.o.v.e again. I will never regret loving you, NEVER. Jeez, the 3A4 Everest Guy. You’re cute! :-)

I'm bored.

2011-05-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

I'm just so bored :/ Awwwww! )-:

Bastard.

2011-05-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

Once a bastard, forever a bastard. Understand? Jervois Tan. I have not forget your name. Hah, you must be honored huh. Browsed your facebook profile, seeing you scolding other guy a bastard. Oh man, no matter how bastard that person is, you're still the worst one. Remember how we chatted on phone? Remember how i pinched your face? All this was just a NIGHTMARE . I never thought that i would met a bastard like you! Don't be proud of it. I don't know why, last year, I'm still waiting for you for 5 month plus almost 6 month already. Y'know I wasted 6month of my life to wait such a bastard like you!? You told your friend the reason why you left me. And your friend told me, you left me cause you think I'm childish. Gawd, if you really know what's love, you wouldn't leave me just for a simple & lame like a g6 reason. Pioneer Secondary School's basketball is no good, because you're inside! Laughs, i don't know what you achieving for. Last year, i already hear you saying you wanna be the best basketballer, you still say, you want to train yourself hard. Heh, is it? I don't see that. Because of YOU, i almost gave up on love. Luckily, my ex Sawjun saved me. I'm silly, to still keeping the present you gave me. But I'm happy, that i actually teared away the drawing you gave me. You must be glad huh, because you're the first guy that i loved the most, the first guy that hurt me the most! If there's a competition called " The worst bastard" I swear i will choose you. -'- off from my life ya bastard . I'm lucky that i didn't see you for a long time already! Never let me, see you again, BASTARD.

Shopaholic.

2011-04-30T09:37:00.000-07:00

(Physilogical Fact: When a person cries, and the first tear comes from the

right eye, it's happiness. But when the first tear comes from the left, it's pain.)

Hello Dearest, ♥
Went to shopping with Javana Wifey today. Meet mummy, cousins, meimei, nephew& aunt for lunch @Jaypee. After that shop for awhile, mum bought NF shorts for me. Wulala, I've been craving for so long, and finally I've got it! Saw Guanglin & Jinhao, jitao is shocked ley! Miss Guanglin di real much. Like so finally, i could saw him. After that, 4 like that, Javana Wifey reached jaypee. Meet her, then walk to buy some stuffs. Saw Lee Junwei kor, like so wow? Saw 2 people that i missed ahlot today. Train to bugis, went to bought some shirt, & realized i left $12 . Jitao is wtf, then me & wifey go eat, at Cheeky Chocolate. Nice pasta (: Lol, when we paid the bill, jitao cua tio sia. $40.30, scare me! Lol, then paid, both of us pok alrd. Train back to jaypee, meet Keve, and bird around Jaypee. Then walked to bangala park, after that hom-ed (-: MYE is next week guys! Do study hard okay? (: Hopefully i promote to NA . Wooohhh.

Nutz Crew.

2011-04-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

(The dance for Japan one those that wear short pants is junior, mean they are sec2-sec3. Long pants is sec4 to those that has alrd graduate )

My dearest NutzCrew that i'm assigned to.

Death Bell.

2011-04-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hello dearest, ♥

School as per normal today. After school, went to jaypee meet, Simin, Shiqi, Huiru, Ester, Jinni& Rachel( ester's friend ) . All of them went to eat first, when me & huiru go buy bubble tea. It's something like Koi. (: It taste good, next time don't go koi buy liao, go the bubble tea buy. Then walked to LongJohnSilver. Watch them eat, then walk arnd. Saw Kokyeong, Yanhui, Raynard& a girl. Then walk arnd to see the horror CD . Nothing better to do. Lol. Then bus-ed to ester's house. Watched the show above, "Death Bell" Kimbum is inside too. I loikeeee (-: It's quite scary, do watch when you're free yeap . Byee (-:

Don't let the tears drop.

2011-04-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry to my dear readers, ♥

I'm too lazy to blog this few days. Busy about. School work? Maybe. Hah, i wanna pass all my subject, & I hope MYE can pull up my marks to go NA. Didn't touched my E-learning, people says they pass their exam cos of E-learning, but who cares? E-learning is just pulling up a little marks, infact, i last minute then know where to do the e-learning. Lol. Somehow, i don't really likes English class, guess how my teacher teach us. He told us to write the summary of the Newpaper, then reflection. After we do all this, guess what .. He gave us free period, no wonder, half of my class failed English for Common Test. Meeting primary school friends tmrw, aww. Miss them ahlot. )-:

Mixed feeling.

2011-04-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

Posting what i feel right now. & I know baby will be reading this, promise me not to be stressed or upset okay? Don't know why, i just have the feelings of breaking down mentally. We are no longer that close like before, sorry that i'm greedy. Everything is just not enuff, our time together is never enuff, your accompany for me is never enuff . Sometimes, i'm really afraid to trouble you, that's why i told you go home first. Sorry. I totally have mixed feeling now. To be frank, i once deeply in love with this guy named weiming, & he hurt me deeply. This year, me & him are still friends, we do find some time to meet. Just by seeing him, i admit i gave up on him last year already, but whenever i saw him, there's always a bad feeling coming towards me, sort of like, can feel back the past, how i love him. & i tell others, they thought i still love him, but no. Just simply have this fucking irritating mixed feeling, sometimes i just wanna cry out loud. Sorry baby, i'm too weak . I ain't a perfect girlf . Hopefully after this week, i'm a better girlf . Okay?And ... Just by looking other couple kissed, or hug, i feel that we no longer like that close anymore. Won't you feel that? We do meet and go out everyday, but we never do anything... I guess it's time to say this, that time true or dare, they dared you to kiss my lips, you didn't. It's quite hurt y'know ? I know you're shy, and i know how you feel, but you just tell them you'd rather go under the bed... It's like a knife stabbed into my heart. Now, your phone line has been cutted away, i'm afraid, we won't be like the past anymore.... I don't wanna loose you, really... Hopefully after you see this, will leave me alone for one day, for me to rest... Baby, i love you ahlot. But i need some rest now... Sorry, to say this. Don't stress or do any silly thing, i don't wanna see your body have any bruised or whatsoever. Alright? Promise me ....

Love you.

Jaclyn

Speech day.

2011-04-22T10:48:00.000-07:00

Hello dearest,

sorry for not posting for so many days. Shall post about speech day . Went to school at 1pm, practice awhile, after that free time all the way until 3, makeup & changed, at 4 . Went to hall , eat, then i spot baby upstairs the AV/PA room there. Lol, then took some pictures, then the ceremony starts , infront very boring, those speech... Lalala, lol . Then performed , after that, alrd 7 plus, back to change, then dismissed, while waiting for Band to dismissed, lepak arnd school with Andy & his friend, and they scare me , screamed like there's no tmrw. Lol, then joined Geraldine they all to wait band member. Fami meet me, then he at there do parkour, gimme scold . Lol , like so dangerous can! Climb here climb there then jump . Wth . Then , finally those Band members is out, after that settled our dinner @ KFC . With 4E1-ians & Fami. Finally got treat by benson. Heh, lol . And i must thanks Angfo for making me laugh from school to KFC. (-: So yeah, sad-ed , they graduating this year. Hmm. After dinner then hom-ed. While walking home, a guy, followed me home, while i was walking the stair case, he called me, " miss, hmm, can we be friends? So, can we like, exchanges number?" I stunt tio, then i smile at him & say " sorry, no." Then he say "what about email?" Then i was like, " kk " Then i told him i'm 13, & i thought he will like forget it and walk away, but he didn't -.- I swear i'm not gon' go home so late alone alrd. Scarediemeee.

Never say never '

2011-04-15T01:28:00.000-07:00

(Isn't he cute? My small boyfriend! Kekeke, ^^)

Today is sist's birthday. Waiting for her to fetch me to bukitpanjang. She's always so long :/ Haa. Didn't went to school today, overslept. This is how it gon' be when my dad isn't at home. Finally i know why he is so worried for me, sorry daddy dearest, i didn't went to school today ): I swear there won't be any next time to overslept. Mid year exam is coming, i will really really put in my effort to go NA. Jasmine said she must see me in 2A1 or 2A2 next year. Lol, try my best okay? :-) Somehow, i miss my primary school teacher. Especially Mdm Norlita, the best teacher i ever had, no teacher could replace her in my heart! :) Hmm, it's raining now ): Hopefully it stops later. This few days kept on rain, sist saying 21May end world. What kind of rubbish is that? Heh, i do believe that there's world end, but i don't believe it's so fast? Hm, just came across my mind, i realize, people arnd me are all so hong. Don't you guys feel that? Hahh, no offend .__. Anyway, hongster, you srsly sucks. -'- byee

I need you to know that I need you '

2011-04-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

Nothing much guys. Daddy dearest just went to thailand, coming back next monday. Hope he enjoy (: Only have me & sist at home, feel like bringing bibi back home since daddy isn't at home :b Oops, don't think too far! Heee, i'm bored :/ Friday celebrating sist's birthday, hope i do enjoy. Even though baby isn't going, still will try my best to play. Heee :-) Have been craving for contact lens, such like, Ruby Grey & Pearl black. Haa! Anyone wanna buy for me? *puffy eyes* Chey, hahaa. Hmm, it's alrd 1103pm . Gotta sleep alrd. Nights dearest! :-)

1st month anniversary .

2011-04-09T11:04:00.001-07:00

Woke up at noon . Bathed all this, then off to Huiru's house! The weather dam hot ya know! Reached her house, then slack slack awhile, then go her house opposite there makan. After eating, walked to bus stop to see if Minhan is there. Then i see like don't have him, so then, sat at 262 downstair , lepak & chitchat with Huiru. Talked ahlot. Like can't finish the topic liddat :/ Then saw Minhan already, went back to Huiru's house take bag, then left. At playground with Minhan while waiting for beeying. Then blablabla, 5pm, walked to jaypee with Minhan & Beeying. Meet Jialormee& Baby at macdonald. After that, went to buy bubbletea. Then go buy HOP de ticket. I was like, very excited to watch the movie luh . At there like a crazy girl jumping & laughing arnd . People might thought that i escaped from IMH , oops :x I exposed my secret, chey! Lol. Watch this movie , "HOP" felt so cute. Don't miss it ! (: Then after the movie, walked to safra, actually want play pool , end up too many queue , so forget it. Then walked back jaypee. Eat macdonald, then took some photo, then home-d . Enjoyed myself today :)

Romeo & Juliet .

2011-04-08T02:36:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home now. Didn't attend school for 2 days, swee bo! Haaa, 2days never see baby, feel so sucks. Humphh, 1stmonth is tmrw, awaiting :-) Kay byee.

Peace . Love . Happiness .

2011-04-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

School as per-normal . Sleeping in english lesson . Dam shag . Tired like fuck . Got nagged by Mrlui. Only know how to niamniamniam. Like mother liddat ! Go change gender laa :x Lol, then blablabla, after school , meet keve, then go jaypee, Javana go home . Then meet Gianghuay& Elson, accompany them go eat, then meet baby, then they zhao alrd. Went burger king accompany baby eat. Then walk arnd, meet Jialormee, then saw Aaron. Wth, bukitpanjang no arcade need come jaypee, far lei! Lol . Then 5 liddat, Jialormee& baby sent me homee. Because of me, they need to get soaked by the rain... Sorry ): & thanks ^^

The perfect boyf,

give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

leave her cute text notes.

kiss her in front of your friends.

tell her she is gorgeous.

look into her eyes when you talk to her.

let her mess with your hair.

touch her hair.

just walk around with her.

forgive her for her mistakes.

look at her like she’s the only one you see.

tickle her even when she says stop.

hold her hand when you’re around your friends.

when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

let her fall asleep in your arms.

get her mad, then kiss her.

tease her and let her tease you back.

watch her favorite movie with her.

kiss her forehead.

give her the world.

let her wear your clothes.

when she’s sad, hang out with her.

let her know she`s important.

kiss her in the pouring rain.

when you fall in love with her, tell her.

and when you tell her, love her like you’ve never loved someone before.

Forever & Always '

2011-04-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

Heyyy! Lazy post ahh . Humphh , 1st month coming soon (:

Gawdd, so tired now -yawn- . I guess it's time to sleep . Nights !

One and onlyy.

2011-04-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

Lalaaa! Hello . Went to simin's birthday just now. Then baby came, like awhile only jiu zhao liao. Walking around jaypee with baby until 6. Then off to huiru's house. Then 7 jiu go home alrd. Sorry guys, i'm tired noww, so not gonna post much.

Worst nightmare.

2011-04-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

This post is specially for my Javana'Ong.

We might just know each other not long than 6 months. But we're close as if we are friends since small. You & Jasmine are my closest friend in juyingsec. We always go out together. Until the day you quarreled with Anwar. I realized you changed to another person.... You vent those anger on me .. & I don't know what i've done made you treat me this way. I've been tolerating all this , cos i know you didn't did in purpose as you're not in the mood. I kept silence by not telling anyone how hurt am I when you treat me this way. I don't wanna tell you that i'm actually not really happy about all this, cos i don't wanna end up quarreling with you. I'm srsly tired of crying about friendship thingys alrd. Really, to be frank. I guess it's the time to say my true words. Don't you find yourself quite flirt? You alrd know that you have stead, yet when people asked you for number & you gave it. One boyf not enuff huh? You alrd know fawzul likes you, yet you still come school with him. I asked you why you don't wanna asked me but ask him to come school with you instead. You said cos it might be troublesome & you thought i can't. Don't you felt all this are excuses? Hope you can change... If i were anwar, i will also not forgive you. Think of this, what if anwar come school with the girl that likes him, you know it, will you be happy? If you find out that, there's people asking Anwar for number, and he gave it, will you forgive him? No right? Stop pushing blames on others, this is the consequences . Don't take things for granted too. Everytime asked you out, you were like, aiya moody la, lazy la. Do you think that I'll be happy? Because of one thing you can like, heckcare about me alrd. Do you really treat me as friend? Just because i treat you as a sister, thats why i purposely said nasty things of you infront of you. Cos i want you to know what have you done wrong. I told you not to do all this, yet you heckcare, and now Anwar doesn't want to forgive you, you like pushing blame on me liddat. Whenever i told you to wait kenneth with me, you were like " don't wait lei, anwar go alrd lei" you know how 为难 am i ? I always wait Anwar with you w/o saying anything. I don't know what had happen to you, out of a sudden become the stubborn girl which i dislikes . Hopefully you saw this. & I swear i WON'T tear for you ANYMORE ........

Say you love me '

2011-04-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning, cab to school. Then practice, then makeup, changed all this. Then bus-ed to suntec city for the don't know what Excel Festival ah, for performance. Just because of the stage is small, our dance like abit messed up. ): Then after performing, back to school, changed then bus-ed home. Changed all this , then off to meet Gianghuay, Davin & Hte Kyaw . Played pool, jitao is no mood for no reason :/ Then off to jaypee, meet Shirlyn & Shanmi, after that Baby camee, then off to eat, all zhao alrd, left me & babyy :b Then went to bangala park (Y) . Then baby piggyback me, until very jialat. Sorry baby, i'm heavy i know :x lol . Then walked back to jaypee, went arcade, saw Qianying&Angeline. Followed by Meiying, her bro & ahleong. Then awhile jiu zhao alrd. (:

Awaiting for 090311' (:

Love is just a word , until someone comes along and give its meaning .

2011-03-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hellohello! Not really in mood today, got syf result, it's gold. If i get this last year chinese dance's result, i will be dam happy, but for now, hiphop, i have a higher expectation . Totally no mood when Natasha they all told us that we got gold. Sigh, in fact, i felt smth. After my senior graduates, now NutzCrew was like, all down alrd..... Humphh, gonna try really hard with others to pull up our standard again, GO NUTZCREW ! (Y) Hmmmm, tmltmltml! Whathafuckk, 4x100 run. I don't feel like running! Grr, after running still need to perform mas dance, tired laa! Freakthisshitz. Kay, byee!

Just gon' hold you tight'

2011-03-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo! I'm back yeah. Today, woke up, rush to jaypee, meet Javana&Beeying, & they say we're gon' late soon, so yeah, took cab to school. Actually going fetch baby de, budhen still got Jiawei, then forget it le. Then reached school, was worrying if baby & his friend is late for school all the way. Lol. Then science, went to science lab, science lesson can seriously become my laughing lesson ._. Fariauntie la! Whathehell, sit beside me only, then we have to do the balloon experiment, then one of the balloon is put water, so then, while we're seeing if the balloon can be compressed, Mr Fadhir said " Okayy, now see this balloon, *press the balloon that inside have water* , it's good to press isn't? So this can be compress right? " Sounds wrong isn't ! Me & Fariauntie laugh like what only :/ Then, Fariauntie is being horny, but his horny right, can make me laugh like don't know what . Lol, then after that, while walking back to class, just nice, baby pe lesson just end, then walk past him, & he told me he didn't late, shiok la! Then took my ez-link, saw liao, i jitao cover my face, kumpua cui bodoh! I wonder why my smile so weird , & make me look so fat here, argg! Then after school, go changed, eat all this, then off to Rockies meeting, then mass dance, before that, its a break time, baby came, and then when we're about to start, baby got to go cos he's not belong to rockies! :b Then goodbye hug jiu off liao, i swear i miss him ): Today didn't talk to him much, sigh. Then mass dance all the way until 645, late alrd, chiong to find Javana then with beeying go central , then hom-ed .

Counting on to 10 more days ' ♥

Always yours'

2011-03-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

Done with syf. Like sooooo finallyy, ahhhh! Tired dehhh :/ Nk tido perrr ): Sorwieee guys . Not gonna post much todaym too tired alrdy, today 4plus wake just for syf ): Lol. Good-th-nights (:

MIA

2011-03-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! I'm gonna be M-I-A on 28March. As i'm staying over at senior's house for syf. Sooooo, byebyeee (:

Forever by my side '

2011-03-25T08:54:00.001-07:00

Lazy to posttttt! Ahlaaaaa ): I just miss hubby ahlotttttttt la. Humphh, just a blink of eyes, syf is coming in 4 more days. Excited & nervous :/ Hurghhh! I miss hubby's huggggg ): Just feel like seeing him real life now, immediately ): Koi tml with cliques. Feel like calling baby go also :x Ahyoo, he sleep alrd ): It's too lateeeeeeeee! Sigh, gotta sleep now :) Nights peepos!

I'll be loving you'

2011-03-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hooo! Today, morning woke up, bathed all this. Walked to river valley there meet Hanlundaddy. So long since i go school with him . lol. Decided to sit 99 to school as i'm a lil' lazy to walk till jaypee. Then beeying come, hee! I knew it. Then reached school , lepak at canteen. Sian, then blablabla . No 2.4 run for 1NT(s) . Then baby also never run, fake sick i guess. Dk la! lol , then is like , singing session with Syakirah & Zawiyah. Then you know what? After singing for awhile, it started to rain heavily! Walao, i know i sing too good la, but the weather also no need change de ma! Chey! Then PE, fall asleep, like so awesome? PE also can sleep , too tired alrd. Then recess, then blablabla, went to swimming lesson, so bored :/ As i can't swim, then at beside with , Zawiyah, Farra, Atiqa , Dzul, Yanhui& Daniel . Hear song all this, then end liao , went back to school for mass dance, practice then dismissed, go stage meet Javana & Andy . Waited baby to come, then he came, we like diamdiam , nothing to say, Andy&Javana purposely walk to dk where . Then baby suggest to hide, lol . So then we hide at opp de void deck . Then prank call javana! Lol, bad sia baby. Then went back, kept on prank call! Baby laa, haiyo. Then Andy go off liao . Javana kept on saying she extra ): Then i shout " laopo , sit beside wo , you ain't extra" Then baby looked at me then he's like "oh, lesbian" lol :/ Then , baby kept on playing with my hair, tsk! :b Then he like tell me face another side, then i thought what, then actually want pull my hair :@ Then he tell me face another side again, i like scare scare he pull my hair again, so i grab my hair, then end up is hug me, i cua tio :x Then he kissed wo , ahyoo! Make me blushed :$ I love that moment ahh! Then he hug my waist there all the way, haiya , baby i love you' i know you would see this (: Don't get too touched yeah. Then jasmine came, Javana like cry liddat, cos of .... Not elaborating , then before baby go off, goodbye hug, and indeed, i did hug him longer than normal time we hug, cos i want him to know that i'm not letting him go no matter what :b Then he go liao , javana jealous, cos she and.... never liddat, hais... Stress for her, being a sister yet don't know what to help , feel so hopeless. Sorry, idk how to be a good friend... Then she step onto the container hardhard, then step dao the chili , then goes into her eyes, ouch ! Lol , then hom-ed . I just love today ahlot laaa! '

Stay with me forever'

2011-03-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hey! Woke up early today, rushed to bath all this, then bus-ed to jp. Meet Beeying at mac, baby is there also (: Javana came, horhor, later comer :b Lol, then eateat, off to school , reached, then blablabla, science class, Mr Fadhir never come, was like, sian. Then math, Mrlui never come, yayness (Y) lol . Why not Mrgoh never come too? Cheyy, lol :/ Like what sia, sci & math cher never come, but i only want english teacher never come neh! Lol, then recess, after that CPA, then health check, after health check saw baby, he is botak liao ): But nevermind ahh , i still love him so deeplyy ! Then blablabla, after school. Went to stage , then went home to changed, bus-ed to central, walked to stadium. Almost fall down, kick onto smth, then like the flying position siaa! Kumpua xiasueyy :x Then i like singsingsing. lol retarded me! Then sport heats, cheer dao sore throat. Then cab back to school , the uncle so fun sey! Me, Jasmine, Jade & Javana, lol the 4 JA's in the cab dam crazy , javana laa! Haiyo, at there " 1 2 3 EM!" siao . lol , then meet baby at stage there , then go mama shop there . Lepak awhile, baby going off le, goodbye huggg ;] I won't forget what you said , "don't let go'' ^^ Love youuu muchh! Then off to jp with Jasmine&Javana. Then hom-ed . Can't wait for tml!

Unforgettable moments ' (:

2011-03-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

' Kiss me this way, will you?'

Wooo, bus-ed to school, in bus saw Hanlun daddy, so then, sat with him luh. After that, saw baby. Like kena shocked lei :x Lol, then reached school, read newspaper. & yeahh, obviously is lend from others one. Haa! Then class, so bored, fell alseep. Sigh, today so sleepy, like dam weird sei, yesterday so early sleep, yet still can shooooo tired :/ Then i felt so cold, & i like, guess that i'm sick. Then recess the blablabla, mothertongue. Favorite subject class ever! Cos beside the class is baby's class alrd. Haa, while walking to class, saw bibi at downstairs, his smile melts my heart :x I knew he will read thissss :b Then cher told us do 习字 ;] I'm the first to do finish, guai-est in class lei (: Then after school find MsNg, told her i'm having fever, can't go for practice, then she told me faster go home rest. haa! Went home bathe, go to gekpohmall then bus-ed to school , meet Javana, off to skate park, before that, went to the mama shop buy things, saw baby&kennard, as baby mentioned that he wants me to hug him, then after buying thing, i walked then he like walk towards me then give me a hug, sweetttt! Javana they all was like, screaming, sot sot -.- lol . Fell down while walking to skate park, like wth luh ); Then washed my leg, cos all mud . Then baby say want meet, then i lazy go stage there, then he come nor ^^ But horr, he seems to be badd :/ He say want tie my hair then cacad after that damage then cut botak, lol! Then idk why, baby so sweet todayyy :b He always the one that made the first move, even holdhand also :$ Aww, sweetbabyy! Then hom-ed with babyy (: Anywayy, baby i loveyouu :b i knew that you would read thisss ;]

Your love is my drugg .

2011-03-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

Helloooo! Wake up late today. Haaa! I expect this to happen, as i slept late that night. Went to prepared, after that, bus-ed to jaypeee (; Meet Pauline @ buzz . After that, settled lunch @ burgerking . I'm like, totally addicted to Burgerking alrd ! Lol . After eating, walk around to haunt chocolate cake. Don't know why, suddenly so eager to eat chocolate cake! Haaa, so weird. Then bought the chocolate cake, then realized no fork to eat. It's impossible for us to eat with hands @ jaypee, it will be very embarrassing, lol . So then, decided to go SawJun's house eat. Meet him at 'TheCentris' entry there, reached his house, ate the cake, then off to safra for pool! Haaa, then played pool, fun yeah. Budhen, when we're gotta go, played with SawJun, and then i go crazy, so i just take the pool stick then put the chalk, then make his shirt, after that he angry ): He really angry, first time see him so angry at me ); Its like really first time he angry at me sia, awrgg, so sorry. ); When i go crazy/hyper, i will just do anything w/o thinking twice ); Then settled dinner @Feast. Then saw Nigelac, lol. Then hom-ed . So excited for tml ! Wooo! Hahaa.

One in a million .

2011-03-19T09:29:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 8 plus in the morning. Cos of my stupid meimei :@ Use the phone hit me ): Lol , cute la her ! Then bathed all this , bus-ed back to boonlay . Changed , 10.30am, meet Javana @ Jaypee bus interchange ^^. Then wait for Warah & Yana to come also, then settled breakfast @ Macdonald (; , Qistina came, so i quickly eat, then rushed to Mrt station, & i don't know why we need to rush , haha! Then warah at the staircase there fall down, bang onto me, i almost fell too. I screamed :/ The uncle infront of me shouted at me say " HOI! NEED SHOUT SO LOUD MA?!" I jitao is , knn, i shout you huanlo? At the staircase almost fall down, is girl cfm will scream one what -'-" . Freak sia that uncle ._. Then train-ed to Otram Park, wait Farra come. She reached , then we train-ed to habourfront . Walked to VivoCity for DanceWorks (; Reached, like so many people. Haaa ! I saw my dearest NutzCrew sitting just rightrightright infrontttt :b Then me & javana they all go to the back there sit . Erza is there also ;] Then the dancework starts. Tanglinsec first to perform. Like not bad ah, they dance well. Then after that dam boring :/ Nutzcrew is last to perform ); Almost fall asleep sia :/ Then Nutzcrew's turn, i high like don't know what sia . Lol :x Then after that, went to eat at burgerking, then walkwalk around. Saw farra them, then went train-ed back with Farra as Qistina they all sit bus . lol . Then stopped at Lakeside , meet Keve, then train-ed to boonlayy. Went over to jaypeee (: Settled our dinner over Kfc. After that went lepak at JurongCentralPark (: Then walk home with him. The road was dam creepy! I actually heard footstep . Like people walking one the grass liddat. Not sure about it , lol. Then hom-ed (:

I'm willing to suffer for youuu .

2011-03-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 730am today. Went prepared all this. Bus-ed to school. I'm a little late for practice :x Then is like, abang jamil asking me why i didn't come for practice that time, then i no letter and mc, 60 push ups, hand breaking soon :x Second time, talk to soft, 30 push ups, totally breakdown ._. Hand no energy alrd, then start practice, abangjamil ask us question, no one reply , 30 push ups , then stand , Hildalfi ask us question , no reply , 30 push ups. Kay, my hand totally breaking soon :/ & It's hard for me to raise up my hand also. Sigh, then after practice, settled lunch @Kfc with Erza ;] Then walk back to school for Mass dance practice (; Then 3 dismissed, rush home, changed all this, bus-ed to jaypee meet Nutnut ;) Then bought the high cut shoe, bo bian , cher suddenly say monday for perform :O lololol . Then walkwalk around , then hom-ed (;

Tmltmltml, (;

Be my only one , will you? (;

2011-03-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

(Ignore my ugly handwriting thankyous)

You might not know how much i love you. And yeah, i'm telling you this.

It has been so long since i truly love a person deeply & insanely . Hope you don't make me disappointed, i love you really i do. I don't care what other people says, i just wanna be with you. No matter how bad you're, in my heart, you're always perfect. Love me like how i do, will you? Sometimes, i'm really happy to receive sweet words from you, but i'm afraid if it is fake. Stop making me wandering will you? Sometimes you really do make me worry, stop making me worry alrd, can you? Paboooo, saranghaeyo!

You're my one and only .

2011-03-15T10:56:00.000-07:00

Ahlohaaa! Today, woke at 3 plus, sms-ed Javana if she wanna go buy Koi. Then after that, bath & prepared , bus-ed to jp . Wait for Javana ._. After she reached, meet Fami they all awhile , lol . Then they go off liao. After that, settled lunch @ Burgerking, while eating, talk ahlot of rubbish, lol! After eating, train-ed to clementi, bought koi. Then went to clementi mall walkwalk around , like nothing de luh, sian. Then train-ed back to jp. Accompany Javana go pierce second ear hole , she stay at x-craft for don't know how many mins to just think that if she wants to pierce, cos she scare pain :/ Then i like force her liddat :x Lol , then finish piercing she's like "eh, not pain lei, like hai hao only" I jitao is " ofcos la! second ear hole ma, also not helix" lol . Then, went to like walkwalk around, then meet Doris cos lent money from her. Lol, after that Javana accompany me go back my mum's house to eat and give auntie money, then when she saw my sist , she was like " ehhh! very cute lei, aiyoo, reallyreally cute lei" lol (; You must see how crazy is she :b Then after eating, bus-ed home ;] Enjoyed myself todayy. & ofcos, dear fridayy, i'm waiting :)

I don't like you, I love you.

2011-03-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

Just finished talking on phone with my dearest Yongyi. Lol , hmm. It seems that my blog like dead like this liao. Anyone wanna come my blog's songka? -Cheyy- ! Hmm, sms-ed with my Babyboy♥ earlier . Although people might say you're flirt, you're not good for me . But who cares? Nobody knows the truth. All i know was, you belong with me . (; Hope all those sweet that you said, is true but not words just to make me happy . Foreverlovee, me&you♥'