Thrill love.

"忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭,
望向天空不让眼泪流出,
抬头看进云深处, 等待那日出,
把故事结束, 把从前一笔 消除."

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Hello! How's your day? I'd my day great, oh and! March, please be good. :-)
Well, my sister just gave birth to her babyboy Ayden today. He's going to call me 'Ahyi' which means ' Auntie'. Argh, I'm just a teenager yet so many people are going to call me 'Ahyi' & 'Gugu'. So sad. :-(
Don't know why, I feel so fucking pain in my heart now. I realized, something is gone, really gone, the thrill love between you and me, where's it now? You'd stop being sweet to me, as in. I prefer the past you. I love how you being silly, I love how you're being a big man trying to protects me. Now? You don't wanna get embarrassed, you started to be more kp. I want the Limzongyi in the past can? :'(
I want the guy that can sweet with me everyday as if like it's ValentineDay. Maybe partly you changed because of me, right? I started to be more cold, and so on.. I'm sorry baby, y'know I hate to text when I'm hearing song, watching show & using computer. I hope you understand. And, it's going to be 1year if I did not.. so random. Laughs, time passed so fast, and it's already been 1year, he, me, everyone, everything, changed. Oh! And, me and dear's 8monthsary in 25 more days. Though is still long, but I still can't wait. Hee.
Uh-huh! Almost missed out this thing, camp next week from 6th-9thMarch, can't wait! x.x
Kay, gonna go now. Byeeeee. :-)
xoxo. ∞

Love you likea long song.

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"In a sorrow space, In my deepest dreams, I remember, I remember seeing you I remember your eyes
I remember your smile. I remember you
In a lonely night, As I remember, I remember hearing you, I remember your words , I remember your breath
I remember you."

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Happy Leap Day all! :-)
How do you guys spent your Leap day? I spent it inside detention room :-( Sad life.
But I still met dear after detention. Guess what? I passed all my subjects! So happy! Finally, my so called hard work didn't waste it. Yeah, my hard works was, sleeping for hours in school, disturbing classmates, and so on.. I didn't expect the paper to be so easy. Kay, mum promised me that she's giving me Iphone 4s if I passed all. Hopefully she meant it. My eyes did not leave the book for 1 hour plus in detention, after detention I realize sometimes I look things, got double vision. :'( Gonna rest my eyes earlier later! Working on Saturday. After getting my pay, 20dollar for dad, 20 for doing my ez-link card. :-)
And! I just can't resist my bro's picture, he's just so fucking handsome! He's really my idol. Ah, my AaronYan more handsome. Muahaa. K let's end here! :-)
xoxo. ∞

Somebody to love.

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(Overdue photos above).

Gonna say something about the past, and again this post is for Rebecca too.

I miss the times when my friends left me out, and you're there for me everytime. Your house is just like my second house. We are really like real blood sisters. You treat me really well, but I made you in this state. I'm really sorry. Although we are back to normal, but I still feel guilty. Thanks for being there for me everytime, I'm sorry. No words can express how guilty am I, all I can do is to say 'sorry'. Meet up real soon k? I can't wait to be like the past again! :-)

xoxo.

Back to the normal. '

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Well, the photo that above is taken when I'm at indonesia. :-)
Gonna do some blogging before sleeping.
K, basically me and Rebecca is back to normal. I have lots of words for you. I'm sorry for what I've done during the days, I just don't know what's with my childish acts that time. I hadn't say sorry for so long cos' you hates me, and I don't know how to talk to you, so I just let it be. My post and all those things for you, I'm really sorry, I was too harsh after seeing what you said to me, that's why I did that. I don't mean it too. Just hope that we could really be like the past again, taking 154 together from clementi back to jaypee. Taking cab meeting friends, buying Koi at clementi. I'd a lot of fun with you in the past, I'd been thinking if I should say sorry to you this few days, now and finally, I had the chance to say it. Hope to see you soon. :-)
xoxo. '

Love the way you lie.

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Performing tomorrow for chingay. K, quite nervous. Singing 'love the way you lie' with vice oppa. :-)

Mum, aunt & younger sister is coming to watch too. Muahaha :*

Kthxbai.

xoxo. '

The girl with that most happiness smile.

(Left- The cake I made for dear.)

(Right- The necklace that dear bought for me.)

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HappyValentine'sDay.'
xoxo.

Spent my valentine with bibi today. Though we didn't go anywhere, but I still enjoyed it a lot. Baby, promise me, promise me that we still will celebrate valentine's day, next year, next next year, or maybe forever. Baby, nothing could describe how much I love you. I just simply love you so much that, I feel like just keeping you at my house for 24/7 so that nobody would snatch you away from me. Thanks for that necklace.
我爱你. '

Baby please don't go. '

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-Now playing : '冲动' .

Done with all my dance step! So happy, laughs.

Now all I have to do is to train, I'm afraid that I will be the burden that pull the whole group down. :-( K, I must have confident!

I don't know what's wrong with me, having real bad temper nowadays.

My dear, I'm truly sorry to have bad tempered on you everyday.. But do not blame me, you started it first. I realized ever since I'm back from Indonesia, everything changed. You said you want to go back to the past, are you treating me as a dustbin to throw rubbish on me? I'd enough of all this nonsense, back to the past? It's too hard for you. Quite hard for me too, you know that I have tight schedule due to my performance is coming, but yet you still show me attitude when I told you that I'm going for practice, frankly speaking, I would leave my ex if they stop me from dancing, but I don't wanna give up on this relationship. But please, understand me, you've neglected my feelings, so I have to do it back to you the same, you know me. Don't you? I treat all people the same, I give and take. I don't care if I still love you or what, once you trying to stop me from doing anything I like, I'll leave... I know you did a lot of things for me, sacrifice a lot for me. I appreciate that too. But I'm stubborn. I realized this 7months, you have not understand me, why? Is it that hard to understand me or what? In the past, when I meet my guy friends out for awhile or go and eat, you did not say anything, but now? Is it because of the Weiming's incident? Let me tell you, if you really think I'm doing it again, then leave me, I dislike people that don't trust me. When you realise you do not trust me, just leave... I won't stop... Maybe it would be my lesson to learn.. Do not blame me if I meet keve out to keve or chit chat, and I did not tell you, cos I knew if you find out, you would misunderstood, I have to tell you the truth, between us, there'll always be something that cannot be said. I knew that if you saw this, you will misunderstood again, if you are going to do so, then leave... Really, I have nothing to say anymore. Bye.

No more perfume on you.

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Now Playing: 'Breathing- Jason Derulo' .

Back to post again. Busy with school stuff, chey. x.x

Common test coming in 2 weeks time, I'm not ready with my english & maths yet. :-(

Back to SPAM this few days, due to there's a performance on 12Feb at SMU.

Pftt, I feel like learning 'Invitation - 4minute' & 'Lovey Dovey - T-ara' dance steps. K forget it :(

Haaa, k baiiii. :)

Swagger. '

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Boooha! Imma back to blog.

School reopen last week, k it's kinda boring in school. A few times of me writing wrong class, maybe I'm still living in the past tense? Kept on writing the date as '2011' gahh. Dyed my hair black, so what the f. K basically, on 12thJan, it's sist's ROM at chalet, cool right? Bibi come along with me, likea weird. At night, bibi suddenly say he wanna stay, I'm there like 'yay!' haha, then around 11 plus, too bored at the chalet, so me, bibi & aaron go to the beach and walkwalk and drink shared with bibi, cos I hate carlsberg, nice scenery and big windddd , back from the beach, watch tv. Then around 1plus, walk to the downtown east there with bibi, so creepy can, but lucky bibi is with me, packed macdonald, and drinks, back to chalet, and start eatingggg. Nomnomnom, everyone go home already, and left me , bibi, aaron, my sister, and her husband. Not long after that, went to sleep around 2 plus. So happy to sleep beside bibi, haha. The cuddle while sleeping, the kiss before sleeping, aww. K, early in the morning, suddenly feel got things at my lips, then open eyes, the first thing is see is bibi kissing me, omg! Heh, kiss me secretly tsktsk. Haha, sweet right, love him maxxx! Then went to bath, and book out, went to eat popeye with Aaron & bibi. And off back to jurong. Kthxbaiiii.

xoxo.